Lydia I wasn't letting Nikolai off the damn hook that easy. I turned to turn on the shower but got pulled back to his chest. He rested his chin on top of my head holding me in place. "You're really here. Am I still dreaming?" Vladimir and Giovanni told me the whole story about why he did what he did. It didn't ease the ache of him pushing me away. It took them a lot of convincing to get me to agree to come back. I didn't want to, but when they said Nikolai was drunk I couldn't pass this opportunity up. When I arrived, Vladimir brought me in and what I witnessed was enough to make me drop my jaw. He was moaning in his sleep rocking his hips as if he was f*****g someone. My name rolled off his tongue causing me to flush in embarrassment. "We need to get you cleaned up then we can talk."

