Rachel Alexander completely dominated my body. He took control and I willingly let him. I allowed him to tie my wrists and bend me over the table and mercilessly f**k me. This wasn’t like me at all. I was slowly letting him in and I secretly wanted more. I was beginning to fall for Alexander all over again. It was like it was four years ago again. I needed to put the brakes on before he ripped my heart out all over again. I can still recall the last words he said to me that day breaking me in two. “Rachel, you and me were never friends. I was just using you to be friends with Tate. I never want to see you, again. So, if you see me around…just walk away. Pretend you never knew me. I know I will.” I’d been so in love with him and all he did was just throw me away when he got what he w

