Rachel
Stupid.
I’m so f*****g stupid for sleeping with him.
“Rachel, how come you’re not eating?” Caterina asked.
“Hmm?” I hummed as I thought about last night.
“You need to eat. We’re all worried about you.” Caterina sighed, glancing toward my brother’s seat. He had yet to come down. I knew he was upset with me after all that happened in the past week.
“I’m just not hungry. I promise I’ll eat this muffin up in my room. I just need to be alone.” I said plucking a blueberry muffin from the basket and grabbed my bottled water.
The truth of the matter was, I couldn’t get Alex out of my head. I thought if I f****d him one good time I would get him out of my system. That was a big mistake on my part. If anything, it made me think of that dream over and over. The one I had before I sprea
