The despair that I was feeling is transformed into anger when I saw Lorcan. I still cannot forget that he was the one who killed Anna. He blasted Anna’s stomach causing a huge hole in her body that immediately caused her death. I feel like I would choke with my overflowing wrath. The brutal death of Anna flashes in my mind like a living nightmare, the way her lifeless body lay on the metal ground while her blood oozes out from the hole in her stomach. She died in an inhumane way, like a cattle that were mercilessly butchered to death. Now, I hate Lorcan more than Elio. I want him to die brutally like what he did to Anna. But that would not be enough for me. I wanted him to suffer in pain and agony before he dies. But I know that it is impossible. They can just all kill me anytime from

