Nobody Asks the Bride

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The bridal dress didn’t fit right. Too tight around the ribs. The neckline itched. The fabric was expensive — custom Italian lace and hand-sewn pearls — but somehow it still felt like a costume. Like I was playing a part in a story I didn’t choose. “It’s perfect,” my mother said from behind me. “Absolutely stunning.” I stared at myself in the full-length mirror and wondered who she was talking about. The woman in the reflection looked like me, but her eyes were too sad. Her shoulders too still. She looked like a girl who’d forgotten how to say no. The tailor adjusted the hem while the boutique owner kept gushing about how this dress had been reserved for “special clients.” I smiled when I was supposed to. Nodded when they asked if I liked it. And when they finally left me alone for five minutes to “breathe,” I sat down and quietly took the pins out of my hair. My scalp ached. My back hurt. My heart was tired. I hated it. All of it. I didn’t want to be ungrateful. My mother had worked hard to pull strings, beg favors, pretend we were more connected than we actually were. She was proud. Excited. She wanted the press to see the Morettis choosing our daughter. She wanted the neighbors to whisper, “They’ve made it.” But nobody asked me what I wanted. Nobody ever does. I went outside for air, careful not to trip over the dress. The boutique’s side garden was quiet, shaded with trees and scattered flower petals. I took off my shoes and sat on the stone bench under a hibiscus tree. The sun was hot. My makeup had started to melt. I didn’t care. And then I heard him. Again. “You always hated being dressed up.” I didn’t need to look to know it was Alec. He walked toward me slowly, wearing dark jeans and a black shirt with the sleeves rolled up. Why did he always look like he belonged everywhere but here? I shook my head. “Do you just… follow me around now?” He smiled a little. “You’re not exactly hard to find.” I didn’t say anything. He sat beside me, but not too close. He respected the space, at least. That was new. “Is that the dress?” he asked. “Yeah.” “You look miserable.” “Thanks.” “I meant that in the most honest way possible.” “I know.” Silence. Then Alec said, “You can still walk away.” I turned to him. “And go where? Do what? Live how?” “I don’t know,” he said. “But not this. Not with Daniel.” “You don’t understand.” “Try me.” So I told him. About the debts. The calls. The bank threats. My dad’s stroke scare. The way my mom paced the hallway every night like she was trying not to cry. How the Morettis swooped in, offering help wrapped in conditions. I told him how I said yes not because I loved Daniel, but because I didn’t know how else to save my family. I said it all. Quietly. Without drama. When I finished, Alec didn’t speak right away. He just looked down at the ground, jaw tight. Then he said, “You shouldn’t have to save everyone, Nina.” “Someone has to.” “No. Someone taught you that it had to be you. And that’s not fair.” I looked at him. “I don’t get to choose what’s fair anymore,” I said. The wedding was in two weeks. Every day brought new things I didn’t care about — flower arrangements, seating charts, color swatches, guest lists. I nodded through them all. I let my mother and Daniel’s assistant handle the details. My job was to smile. To be presentable. To be silent. Alec kept showing up. Not every day, but enough to matter. Once, he came by the house with plantain chips and Fanta, like we were still teenagers. Another time, he brought me a book I used to talk about — a copy with torn pages and scribbled notes in the margins. He never pushed. Never asked for more. But he was there. And it was ruining me. One night, we sat in his car outside the old bridge near the edge of town. We didn’t say much. Just music playing low from the radio. The air thick with things we couldn’t speak out loud. “You still have time,” he said. “No, I don’t.” “You could leave tonight.” “And go where?” “Anywhere.” “With what money?” “I’ll figure it out.” I looked at him, and for a second, I almost believed it. Almost. But then I thought of my father. My mother. The house. The shame that would follow them if I ran. The headlines. The whispers. The consequences. I couldn’t do that to them. So I said nothing. And that silence was its own answer. Back at Daniel’s apartment, he was waiting. I walked in just before midnight. He didn’t ask where I’d been. He never asked. But tonight, he looked up from his laptop and said, “You’ve been out a lot.” “Just needed air.” “With him?” I didn’t reply. Daniel stood, walked over, and looked at me. For once, his face wasn’t cold. It wasn’t even angry. It was tired. “I’m not stupid, Nina.” “I didn’t say you were.” “I’m giving you everything,” he said. “A life people would kill for. And you’re still chasing something that doesn’t exist.” “You mean love?” His jaw clenched. “This isn’t about love,” he said. “This is about building a future. A name. A legacy.” I nodded slowly. “Then maybe you should marry someone who actually wants that.” He stared at me for a long moment. And then, so quietly I almost didn’t hear it, he said: “You think I don’t know he still has your heart? I see it every time you look at him and forget I’m in the room.” I looked down. And for once, I didn’t have the strength to deny it.
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