Shades of Love

SUSPICIOUS

The pictures of Late, Sir William were been displayed on the screen while the news went thus :

" It's quite unfortunate and heartbroken as a compatriot lose his dearest life to murder. The entire community of Levia expresses their deepest sympathy and condolence towards the occurrence as well as the government. The deceased man named Sir William Kalejaye died on 21st April 2015 ( his dead pictures were shown on the screen) 11:30 p.m precisely according to the autopsy result and buried on 25th April, 2015. The autopsy result describes the man's death to be homicide and the Executive Governor of Levia State; Honourable Mrs. Sharon Ajao promises to have the culprit of the man's death apprehended. At the burial event of this late man, ( the event was displayed on the screen) the only child of the man, still in her early twenties named Kate William cried terribly and uncontrollably before, while and after her dad's cadaver was lowered into the ground. It was an event of miasma of depression, grief, mourn, melancholy and even deep-seated resentment. The mourners and sympathizers that were around couldn't stop clamouring and lamenting " justice for Sir William!". The government ensures justice truly prevails. (The newscaster appears on the screen to bring the news to conclusion). That's all for today's news. Thanks for the listening ears. My name remains Sharon Pius and it's Drake TV channel"

The whole Sebastians watched the program whilst taking their breakfast. Mood of melancholy descended on the family while watching . Engineer Wale Sebastian and his wife; Dr. Mrs. Diana Sebastian felt truly sympathetic towards the occurrence while Nathan and his sister; Esther's heartbeats couldn't stop racing. Nathan left the place to his room claiming to have lost his appetite.

Nathan opened the door of his room, entered, slammed the door behind him and leaned against it. He felt highly disconcerted and remorseful. His countenance could clearly define guilt, regret and devastation. He matched slowly to his bed and sat miserably on it. Tears started falling off his eyes.

" What the f**k have I done? What have I done?" He asked himself. ' I have so f****d up!" He admitted and fixed a gaze in the air only to take a trip down the memory lane

" Few days back, Nathan was sitting on ght couch in the sitting room watching an obscene movie. He received a phone call from his friend

'Hello dude. It's been a very long time' _

'Don't be ridiculous. You of all should know I'm not good at it. I suck in guessing, you f*****g motherfucker!' he laughed off' _

''' yeah! It's your birthday bro. Sorry bro. I completely forgot. I wished you long life and prosperity. What the f**k is gonna happen now?' he asked still wearing that silly, smiling face. Suddenly, he wore an amazed one

' You're throwing a party tonight? In the Best Best Bitches club? '_

' Not a problem. I'll come. I'll fuckin' paint the club in red. Those bitches are fuckin' doom. Thanks bro. See yah tonight' he hanged on feeling ecstatic. He screamed" Woo! Let's go f*****g!"

At night, Nathan appeared in a night club,looking stunning in his dress. He and the celebrate shook hands and sooner, the party began.

At the dance floor, Nathan was seduced by a w***e until they both agreed get a room to do what couples do. They got into the room, had a rough, intensive and quite repulsive french kiss. They helped each other undressed and they rushed to the bed. Smacks of skins and sound of jelking were heard. The room later echoed with moaning and swearing.

' f**k that s**t man! f**k the fuckin' holes, you fuckin' asswipe!' the w***e screamed

Sooner, Nathan screamed back 'suck that s**t!' with the sound of smacks."

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Nathan was the ever and first son of Engineer Wale Sebastian and Dr. Mrs.Diana Sebastian. Nathan was known for his arrogance, rudeness, nonchalance, debaunchery and inestimable sense of irresponsibility as he was obviously under the influence of his parents' wealth. He was a huge fan of hard drug and promiscuity of which his parents and sister objected. Such ignoramus, irresponsible and repulsive acts would do nothing but rather had the good name built by the couple suffer and battle with huge scandal and deformation.

Nathan had been lectured severally to have his lifestyle changed for good but he remained intransigent as he kept turning deaf ears.

However, what made Nathan cramped that ignoble lifestyle of his suddenly, remained mysterious to his parents. They were bewildered but grateful as henceforth Nathan avoided bad gangs, kissed goodbye to promiscuity and debaunchery and voted against nightclubs and other silly acts that could ever be imagined.

His sudden change of heart and decision really pleased them but unknown to them, Nathan was battling with war of mind_ melancholy, depression and regret. What he was regretful of was only known to himself and his sister. He was now in the bondage of guilt and had no choice but to accept its agony.

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*At night*

Nathan just got woken from a nightmare of exactly what happened that night; of how he happened to be the unknown culprit behind Late Sir William's death. He was such a weakling when dealing with emotions, thus, he had to suffer emotional disorder. He tried his hardest to get over the whole thing but it kept coming back. It kept haunting him severally and that hurt his emotions severely. He had to experience the nightmares he designed for himself from self-infliction and disobedience. He had to sacrifice his emotional health including his sanity if possible to the crime he committed. He couldn't stop crying. He locked himself in his room, crying and crying thinking he was crying away his atrocity.

The noise posed from the cry was so ear-splitting that Johanna could hear in her room. She got distracted from the novel she was reading and left to Nathan's room, only to realised that the door was already locked from inside.

'Open this door Nathan!' Esther shouted From inside,

'Get your fuckin' ass moving! I need some privacy!. Let go of me! I need to be alone. Get the f**k out of there!' Nathan ejaculated.

'Nathan is freaking frustrating. He's such a dumbass!' she cursed and muttered, leaving to get spare key. She opened the door with spare key and gained entry into the criminal's room . She consoled him

' I'm a muder_ murderer Johanna. I've_ killed ' his words were breaking

'Shh! Stop it!. Don't say that loud Nathan!' she interrupted him and continued' It was unintentional. You never had the intention of killing him. It was an accident. You don't have to hurt yourself so much. Just get over it already. I thought we talked about this Nathan. C' mon!

' I'm trying to forget everything but it keeps coming back. I'm loosing it. Esther, I'm loosing my sanity. I'm completely broken. My conscience is shattered with guilt and I feel so restless and paranoid. I can't go out there, thinking I've been long awaited for to be captured by the police. I'm going to spend the rest of your life in jail. I just know it' he said vulnerably.

' Speak evil no more Nathan! I hear evil no more! Curse no more and put yourself together. Dad and mum doesn't suspect anything. If they do, you are completely finished remember?

' Ok. Okay' he nodded and wiped away his tears

' I have a plan for you to get away with this whole mess' Esther said

' What's that?' he asked anxiously

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In Sir William's residence

In Kate's room

Kate vision clearly displayed the death and burial of her dad. It was as if it was happening right in herr presence and at the moment. She couldn't stop herself from blubbering and blubbering. She stared at her dad's picture and she went on a memory lane of how her dad took perfect care care of her after the demise of her mum after going through severe labour. She commended and appreciated her dad's rigid, brave and intelligent decision not to share his love with another woman in order to devote quality time and attention his to his daughter.She couldn't forget those times she disappointed her dad but he would still find a space in his heart to forgive. She regarded him as her world, eternity, treasure or gold and entirety and her forever. She couldn't still believe her world had crumbled. She was still doubting if her treasure was claimed by the irresistible and irreversible_death! She couldn't conceal the anguish as her forever would no longer exist.

She sobbed, 'Dad you've been the best thing that has ever happened to me. Your existence is the best thing I've ever wanted and you're death is the worst thing I can ever experience. Loosing you now dad, is so heartbroken. I love you because you're the best father in the whole world. I'm left alone dad. You've abandoned me to fight alone shackles of life. I pray you see me through while my road is rough on earth. May you lead me through and I have a promise to make : I promise to capture whoever that is responsible for your early death. Rest on dad' she kissed the picture passionately.