Natalie's POV
I'd become someone I didn't recognize.
A cheating wife who lied to her husband's face while another man's c*m was still inside her. A woman who faked headaches and period cramps to avoid s*x with David while texting Ryan increasingly filthy fantasies about what I wanted him to do to me. A person who looked at her wedding ring and felt nothing but resentment for the vows I'd broken so completely there was no going back.
I should have felt guilty. Should have been drowning in shame every time I looked at David's trusting face across the breakfast table. Should have ended the affair and tried to salvage what remained of my marriage.
Instead, I was sitting in my car outside Ryan's apartment building on a Friday evening, my overnight bag packed with lingerie David had never se
