As I got ready to go out for dinner with Troy I looked at myself in the mirror I had worn a knee length dress which showed my curves and had applied a mild make up making me look entirely different. I felt very sexy. I was loving the growing confidence in myself that I was having these days. I really have to thank Gray for it as he has made me into what I am by helping me see my famine side. I was reading the books he had bought for me regularly and had learned a lot. And going through those books I realised a lot of things which I was deliberately trying to push away and Gray's absence was creating a lot of emotions inside me which I rarely felt for Troy. I had known the feelings I had for him which was hidden under wraps but lately I had realized how exactly I felt about him. T

