Torn between two mates

Not even Friends

Billie POV 

I woke up the next morning and my whole body felt like jelly. I looked around and noticed that I was in my room and I looked down and I saw that I was wearing a shirt and panties with my favorite fuzzy socks. Had he put pjs on me before leaving my room? That’s kinda sweet right as I walked to the bathroom I heard voices in the kitchen and they sounded like Maze and Jax. After I got done doing my business I went to brush my teeth and when I looked in the mirror I noticed several bite marks and hickies on my neck. I was going to f*****g kill him. I went downstairs after covering some of my marks with makeup and I found Jax and Maze drinking coffee at the table. 

“Well well well, look who decided to get up sleeping beauty. Looks like someone had a roughy night? Or was it a rough good night ? “ Jax smirked as he brought the coffee mug up to his lips. 

“I’m not sure how good it was dont really remember much” I said as I shrugged and went to grab myself a cup. 

“You’re such a liar. I heard you screaming” maze said as he locked eyes with me and gave me the death stare. 

“Oh well maybe I was faking it, ever think of that? I’m sure you’re used to hearing girls fake it” I shot at him as I began to pour myself coffee. 

“YoU know what B you’re such a f*****g b***h for no reason lately” Maze snapped and banged the counter and before he can begin to apologize I left the room and headed towards my room. I put in some sweats and a tank too and before I knew it I was out the door starting my car. I was joking why did he take it so personal ? Oh well I wasn’t going to put up with his s**t for now. Maybe later. I went to the gym and stayed there for a few hours blowing some steam. On my way home I decided I wanted to talk to Maze to see what he wanted to do or even if he wanted to talk about last night. When I got into the house I started to make my way up stairs and that’s when I heard it “oh maze, yes right there” I walked up the stairs to find his door half open and some girl I never saw before was riding his d**k. I looked at him and his eyes caught mine and for some reason my eyes started to water and I knew he saw the pain in my eyes and I ran to my room and packed a few things and on my way down the steps I heard him call out to me “B, stop let’s talk” but it was too late I was already shutting the door behind me. Most of my girls were out of town visits their parents for the holiday but I knew Jax was around so I sent him a quick text. 

Hey J, you busy? Wanna hang today? I’m bored, lol. 

I didn’t want him to know

Something was wrong so I decided to drive around until I got a response. 

Hey B, everything alright after thing morning ? I was going to text ya but figured I’d give you time to blow off the steam. I’m not busy. What do you have in mind ? 

Yeah he was just being a d**k lol. Swimming? 

Yours or mine? 

Yours, I’m already out I’ll meet you there in 20. 

Sounds good, B. 

Jax POV 

I knew there was something definitely going on between B and M but I couldn’t put my finger on it. Usually they always pick on each other and everything’s usually cool and it ends up with them laughing at each other but this time was different. I wasn’t going to pressure them into telling me or maybe I’m just thinking too much into it. I walked outside towards the pool so I can start skimming it so that when B got here we can go swimming. Maybe I should invite more of the friends over ? Or did B want someone to talk to ? I’ll find out once she’s here. I heard my phone ding and I thought it would be B replying but it was the group chat with B M and a couple of the other guys. One of them asked what the plans were for today and I wasn’t sure if I should reply but B sent the reply. 

B: Heading over to Jaxs for a swim date :p 

P:Date?! 

B: Maybe ;) double date ? 

J: hell ya! 

P: on my way

l: same 

j: M you coming ? 

And after that we go no responses. B was always such a flirt but we all knew it was all fun and games because With her being one of the guys it was never s****l or physical. I wonder what M was doing? 

Maze POV 

I can’t believe I stooped that low to f**k some skank to make me feel better. Was B serious that she didn’t remember ? Or was that her way of just tucking me ? I remember last night so clearly. Every moan, touch. Feeling. Thrust. I remember everything so clearly and it was the best night of my life. I never felt the way I did before. Ever. Every other girl I’ve been with didn’t even make me feel twice as good hell not even a quarter as good. The group chat was lighting up and I knew that B probably didn’t want me  there so I would wait until she got home to see if she ensued to talk. Jax directed a message towards me and I figured what the heck I’ll come. I started to get my s**t together before I would head over.

M: on my way 

I: yeah!!

I got my stuff together and started to head over. I had no idea how it was going to go or what was going to happen. I knew one thing though and that’s that I wanted her again, but in my bed this time. I saw her eyes begin to tear up and I knew she was hurt but why? Was there something more or did we just finally lose control after all these years. I gave myself a last shake before I walked down towards Jax’s house. When I started walking down I put my best smile on and gave a couple of “Hey man” here and there. I still didn’t see her but my eyes scanned the room intensively. I went up to Jax and started making small talk and out of no where he took me by surprise, “what’s going on with you and Billie? I’ve never seen you two like this before. Did something happen between you to or are you guys just going through some type of phase or what?” I wasn’t expecting him to ask me these questions and it took me a minute or two to answer him and the best answer I had for him was, “ I honestly don’t know. I know I pissed her off for sure and probably f****d everything up.” Jax just stared passed me outside and nodded his head and then he said, “well just a heads up Billie and Bex are here and you know how they both like to put on a show for us guys. Which speaking of I’m going to go grab a seat,” he said excitingly while grinning and walking out the house. Bex was our other childhood friend that only came around once in a while because she was at a college in a different state and her and Billie will always start dancing and even put on a lesbian kissing show to get us all hard and then just laugh it off. At this point, would I be able to enjoy it or would I get mad or would I feel jealousy? I seriously had no idea but I was making my way out the door to find out. When I got outside I realized that Billie wasn’t here when I arrived because her and Bex went to get a few cases of drinks. When I finally saw her, she looked at me but unlike before our eyes didn’t lock she just gave me a small smile, waved, and turned away. She was getting the music ready and that’s when I knew it was about to start. “Hey Billie, get your sexy ass up here, I missed you and wanna dance,” Bex called from the top deck as she started to sway her hips side to side while downing her drink already. I looked over at Billie and to my surprise she was looking directly at me and our eyes finally locked again and I felt myself getting weak in the knees again and that’s when all the flashbacks from last night started to hit me again. “Give me a sec girl, I’ll get you another drink then I’ll be up” Billie called out as she finally broke the eye contact. Bex was already dancing her little heart away on the top deck. She was a small girl she was only 5 foot and a 130 pounds soaking wet and she had a great body too but I never looked at her any differently then the geeky girl she is so why did it all change with Billie? Billie made her way to the top deck and handed Bex her drink and then started dancing while taking a drink of hers. Her and Billie started grinding on each other and laughing as they did and then something new happened, Bex reached underneath billies shirt and ran her hands up until billies shirt came off up over her head. She didn’t seem phased by it and continued laughing and dancing. I looked around to see if I was the only one witnessing this and who was I kidding all of my other buddies had their eyes locked on the both of them and seeing them stare at Billie sent a bolt of jealously through me, but I quickly turned my attention back towards them. They were both facing chest to chest with their hands on each other’s hip until Bex took her cup grabbed an ice cube in her mouth and started to slowly kiss down on billies chest. You can see the trial of water the ice cube was leaving against her tan silky skin and I felt my d**k twitch in my pants. f**k that should be my lips and tongue. Bex then moved aside part of her bikini top and placed her mouth right over her n*****s. f**k f**k f**k. Billies head shot back and she let out a small moan while she gripped the back of the deck with both her hands and arched her back. I knew her n*****s would be fully erect in Bexs mouth because having her n*****s played with was her absolute favorite. But Bex didn’t focus on her n*****s like I would’ve she took the ice all the way down to her shorts before unbuckling them and pulling them down towards her ankles and before We all knew it they were both laughing. “Who’s ready to swim you pervs?!?!” Bex yelled out and it seemed to snap everyone back into reality. I didn’t even notice Jax next to me until he spoke, “ if you had a chance with Billie and you ruined it, you know that makes you a real dumbass right? “ before I could answer I could answer I got caught off by Bex yelling, “ come on let’s play chicken our usual teams. Get your asses in here boys!” She screamed over to us while splashing water at us. Jax was usually her partner and Billie was always mine, but was she going to object This time and then everyone would know what was going on. As I got lost in my thoughts I didn’t even realize that Jax was already making his way towards the pool pulling off his shirt and then jumping in and easily lifting Bex onto his shoulders. “Hey fuckface, are you my partner or not?” Billie called while c*****g her eyebrow at me. I didn’t even answer her I just started walking towards the pool downing my drink as quickly as I could. It was going to take all of me not to flip her around, put her p***y in my face, pull her bottoms to the side, and start tasting her sweet juices again. 

Billie POV 

I watched as he came over and started stripping off his shirt and I can finally see his perfect body. Those muscles made me weak but he was a douchbag. I wasn’t good enough for him, it wasn’t even a full day after I had one of the best nights of my life…well correction the best s*x of my life and he already had some other skank in his best riding his d**k. But I’m over it now, I am going to play the best game with him ever and not let him touch me and it was going to be fun. He made his way towards me in the pool. “You ready?” He said not making eye contact. “Yup,” I said dryly as I felt his hands in my hips and he lift me on top of his shoulders. When his hands touched my hips I let out a small gasp and I knew he heard it because I saw a smirk on his face. We played a few rounds of chicken and it even made me forget about the whole situation with Maze. I was starting to feel better and that’s when I heard her voice it was the same voice that was moaning Maze earlier today. I looked over at Maze at the other side of the pool and he was frozen and I can tell he was annoyed she was here and he saw me looking and he mouth the words “sorry B” and i looked away without even acknowledging it and continued to talk to a few of the guys about random things. One of our friends Paul threw me on his shoulders while we all talked and that’s when I heard a splash in the water and looked over and saw her making her way towards Maze but he wasn’t paying attention he was lost im thoughts and a conversation with a few other friends. 

Maze POV 

I was talking to one of my buddies about our recent engineering exam when I felt some hands around my waist and I got excited that Billie finally came over to me after giving me the cold shoulder all day and when I turned around it was her, Sasha, from this morning. I gently removed her hands and asked her if she was having a good time. And she giggled and said, “not as good as a time as We we’re having this morning” and she straddled my hips and put her hands around my neck. I looked over and Billie was asking Paul if he can take her to ledge that she wanted to get out, she played it off like she was cold but I knew she wanted to get away from us. I gently grabbed sashas legs and unwrapped them around my waist and then grabbed her arms and took them off me and i quietly told her, “this morning was a mistake and it won’t happen again, I’m sorry for confusing you” I thought I was doing the right thing and she snapped and threw her drink in my face and made her way towards the later and all my buddies around me broke out in laughter and after a while I did the same and shrugged my shoulders. I wondered if Billie had gone home and I made my way towards the deck and started to dry off. Jax seen me and before I can even ask he said, “she’s upstairs taking a shower, she asked if she can spend the night and I said sure she can have my bed and I’ll take the couch tonight “ “thanks man, but I am going to try to take to her into coming home tonight” I walked around bullshitting with a few of the guys before I went inside to check on Billie. Even though, I wanted to see her in the shower again, I knew this wouldn’t be a good time. 

Billie POV

I hurried upstairs to get a shower and that’s when I realized that I really drank more then I probably should’ve I kept the shower short and sweet because I wanted to lay down. I got some pjs out of my bag and threw them on and then settled into Jax’s bed. Before I knew it, I was out, in a deep sleep. I woke up a couple of hours later and I felt the strong urge to puke, I ran into the bathroom and I lost count of how many times I got sick. I looked down and I had gotten puke all over my pjs. Just wanted I needed. 

“Hey troublemaker, you feeling okay?” said a voice  coming up the stairs. It took me a few moments but then I realized it was Jax. I just groaned in response for an answer. He helped me get cleaned up and get into some clean clothes. He helped me into one of his shirts and I crawled into bed but as soon as I did I felt myself begin to feel sick again. I ran passed Jax and this time I had made it to the bathroom in time. This happened a few more times and Jax and I decided he can just sleep in the bed with me so he wouldn’t have to keep running up and down the steps especially in case I got really sick. We fell asleep and we were woken up by a loud booming voice, “WHAT THE f**k?!” My head was pounding and I open my eyes slowly to see that Maze is standing there looking the maddest I have ever saw him. I look around and I realize that I am in my panties and I have one of Jax’s shirts on and Jax is next to me finally moving around in nothing but his boxers. “JAX, wake the hell up? What the f**k man?” he continued shouting. “Maze! Seriously, stop yelling my head is killing me,” I groaned while rubbing my eyes.

“Did you let him f**k you?” he spat out while locking his eyes with mine. I couldn’t believe that he would think I would sleep with Jax. He was like a brother to me. I just stared at him with a blank expression. I was frozen. I was shocked. “Billie, I’ll ask again, did he f**k you?” Maze yelled out to me while punching the wall. By this time, Jax was sitting on the bed looking tired and hung over and he did not pay any attention to Maze because he realized how ridiculous he was being as well. I got up from the bed and went over and stood right in front of Maze. He tried to reach for my hand but I pulled it away. “Billie, did you guys hook up? Just tell me the..” he began, but he couldn’t finish because that is when I punched him right in the face. He wasn’t expecting it and he stumbled backwards into Jax’s dresser. I went up to him and grabbed his d**k and balls hard in my hand, “Did I f**k my brother? Is that what you are really asking? Really? Jax? Who are you to ask me who f***s me and who doesn’t when you had some skank on your d**k last night when it wasn’t even 12 hours of us being together?” I was starting to get more angrier and I squeezed harder and he let out a painful grunt, “Was I not f*****g good enough?” and with that I let him go and he fell to his knees and I punched him again. With that I walked out of the room, I made my way downstairs, grabbed my keys, and I was out the door. I didn’t care that I only have panties and a shirt on. I knew if I stayed there, I would’ve ripped off his d**k with the way he was asking. 

Maze POV

I kneeled there on my knees hold my junk and balls after Billie tried ripping them off. “So, that’s what happened, huh? We better go get ice for you face and your nuts, man” Jax said as he pulled on his shorts and headed towards the bathroom. “Why the f**k were you in bed together? Practically naked?!,” I shouted back to him and I started to get up. “Well, if you have to know, she was really sick last night, like super sick, I was beginning to think it was food poisoning and she threw up all over clothes that’s why I have her a shirt. She didn’t want pants because she was running a fever and when I got up to help her to the bathroom, she ended up getting sick on me too, but I was so tired I just passed out next to her and I didn’t even worry about getting new clothes on. Billie is my sister man. It may not be by blood, but we grew up together and you know what her and I have been through growing up in the foster care. I would never touch her. I always protected her and I always will” he finished and we were both in the kitchen. “Jax, I f****d up, what do I do?” I said as I put my head in my hands and let out a big sigh.  “Oh trust me I know you did and she’ll come around give her space,” he said as he handed me two bags of ice.