1944
The New year came in and the war was in its fifth year, it seemed like it would never end. My relationship with Hans was somewhat stable, after his admission of his infidelity he had been trying to win me over. He came home on time, bought me gifts and was nicer in general. Even though I could see that he was trying his best a part of me still didn't trust him and this often led to arguments. He made me feel like I was insane when I accused him of cheating knowing full well that he was having s*x with his secretary that was what hurt me the most. The fact that he denied it for so long, I had him change his secretary. I didn't trust him around her, I didn't trust him around any woman. I wondered if that was what his wife felt but she was no longer a factor anymore. They were married l
