Sebastian Josh meets me at six-thirty am, outside my house, as he waits for me to get Melody ready for school. We leave on time for once, with the knowledge that the drive up north is going to take some time. We drop her off at breakfast club, and I tell her that Charlotte will pick her up, which makes her face fall, but she nods anyway, hiding her emotion, which irks me. She's learned that trait from me, I'm sure, because that's precisely what I do. "You can play with Jordan," I say to sweeten the deal and that only makes that s**t-eating grin surface. Melody's very fond of Jordan, and I'm glad for that. I climbed in the car not two minutes later, now in the passenger seat as Josh transferred over. "Read it all," he tells me, growing as we hit the road. I do read everything. Ca

