Sebastian We must fall asleep at some point because I wake up startled from a vidid dream of Beth's last night here on Earth. Remembering the way I made love to her for the last time, of the look of pure ecstasy on her face even with the pain still shrouding her eyes. I hadn't taken any form of gratification that night. Only needing to ensure she felt loved. And I've long since thought something broke inside of me that night. But I realise now it was only lying dormant, the s****l need, that is. I roll from back towards Cassidy as she lies in the same position we stared at one another for hours last night. Our noses almost touch, and I reach out to stroke her hair from her face as I study her in her sleep. She's breathtaking, absolutely beautiful, and I fear my heart might just shatt

