"What do you want to say?" Mapaklang tanong ni Deiji kat Noah matapos makalabas ang mga kaibigan.
Hindi niya tinapunan ng tingin ang binata at hinayaang maging busy sa pag aayos ng magiging higaan nila para sa gabing iyon.
"I… Ahm. I just want to say sorry for what I did and say to you a while ago." Nakayuko at mahinang sambit ni Noah ngunit sapat na upang marinig ito ng dalaga at maging dahilan ng paghinto nito sa ginagawa.
Hinarap niya si Noah at nagpameywang habang tinitigan niya ito ng malalim.
"I understand you for feeling that way. Aside from Myrna, you are the next one who's closest to her. But we didn't want what happened to him. We're so shocked and sad. I really didn't expect her to do that." Napahingang malalim si Deiji habang inaalala ang mapait na pangyayaring kanyang nasaksihan this past few days.
"We already witnessed a lot of killings. We lost a lot of our closest friends. But we are not pointing at anyone at fault. I know how painful it is. But we want to move forward. We want to protect each other. We want to live for those closest to us. So once we survive, we can let their family know everything. And we will pursue to get their rights. We want to put those who planned all of this in jail." Mahabang pagpapatuloy at pagpapaliwanag ni Deiji kay Noah.
Ngayon na lamang ulit sila nagkita, ngayon pa sa gitna ng pandemic matapos ang biglaang putol ng communication nila sa isa't isa noon. Ayaw niyang magkaroon ng misunderstanding kay Noah. She wants her mind to be at ease.
"I know. I know I've been a jerk to you. In front of others." Huminto si Noah at gumanti ng titig sa malalim na mata ni Deiji saka siya nagpatuloy.
"I'm sorry. I'm just mad, I'm disappointed and I'm confused. Hindi ko alam kung kanino. Hindi ko alam kung kailan o kung saan. I just want to burst out these mixed emotions that I'm feeling right now."
Kita ni Deiji ang lungkot sa mata ni Noah. Lumapit siya rito at niyakap ang binata. She misses her so much. She misses the warmth of his hugs and how that warmth comforts her before and makes her mind at ease and peace.
Nang dahil sa ginawa niyang pagyakap sa binata ay naging dahilan ito ng paglambot ni Noah. She supported him to sit on the bed while still hugging each other. Noah deepened his head on Deiji's chest and cried out to burst his mixed emotions that he spilled out to her a while ago.
"I just want to protect those who's important to me." Ani ni Noah na hindi kumakalas kay Deiji.
Nakikinig lang naman si Deiji at tinatapik tapik si Noah sa likod.
"I failed to protect you. And I failed to protect Daisy. And now she's gone. I don't want you to be gone too." Iyak muli ni Noah sa dalaga.
Napabuntong hininga naman si Deiji dahil hindi niya alam ang dapat sabihin sa binata upang gumaan ang nararamdaman nito.
Binangon ni Noah ang kanyang ulo at muling tumitig kay Deiji. Nagulat naman si Deiji sa sobrang lapit ng mukha ng binata sa kanya. Nailang ito ngunit hindi niya magawang mailag ang mukha kay Noah.
"Deiji…"
"I love you."
Bumilis ang t***k ng puso ni Deiji ng sa ikalawang pagkakataon ay hinalikan siya ni Noah sa mga labi. Wala sa sariling napapikit si Deiji at ginantihan ang halik ni Noah.
For the first time, she heard Noah tell her that he loves her. For the first time, she wants herself to feel how and what love really is at hindi puro mutual feelings lamang. She thought that she deserves it after thinking and putting her study first. She knows it's in the wrong times, but she wants to feel happy for the meantime.
You will see the love between their passionate kisses. Deijo gives him a go signal.
Noah touches her cheeks as he deepens the kiss slowly. He was surprised how good Deiji is to kiss even though he knows that it's only a first time for her and that's turning him on.
He slowly pushed Deiji to lie down on the bed without interrupting their deep kiss. He is now on the top of Deiji.
He slowly puts his right hand in Deiji's right chest that makes Deiji moan. He gently squeezed it when Deiji didn't object to what he was doing. It turned him more when he heard Deiji moan in a sexy voice for the first time. It is like a melody to him and he wants more. He wants to hear Deiji moaning his name out of pleasure he is giving.
Noah's kiss slowly went to Deiji's neck. Pakiramdam ni Deiji ay nababaliw na siya sa sarap na nararamdaman niya sa unang pagkakataon. Halos hindi niya alam kung anong gagawin maliban sa lumiyad ng lumiyad at umungol ng umungol. She can't control her l**t. She wants more of him.
Sa sobrang lutang niya dahil sa nararamdamang kakaiba sa buong buhay niya, she didn't notice that she was now n***d in front of him. Unti unti na palang tinanggal ng binata ang bawat saplot habang siya'y pinapaligaya at natuuliro.
Napa Sabunot si Deiji sa buhok ni Noah ng biglang maramdaman niya ang mga labi ng binata sa kanyang dibdib na nagpaigtad sa kanya. She saw Noah watching her face and reaction as he is giving her pleasure through l*****g on her left n****e while his right hand is still playing on her right n****e.
"Noah…" Halos sumabog ang puso ni Noah ng sa wakas ay narinig niya ring iungol ng pinakamamahal na dalaga ang kanyang pangalan.
Lalo niyang pinag igihan ang ginagawa. Sa isip niya'y wala pa siya sa mismong binabalak na puntahan sa katawan ng dalaga. He sucks her n****e like a baby as he keep hearing Deiji's singing his name in melody.
Noah left a kiss mark on Deiji's neck and chest before he stops. Deiji lustly stares at him as he stops in the middle of their activity.
"Deiji… please beg." Halos paos ang boses ni Noah ng sabihin ito sa dalaga.
He wants to enter now. But he also wants Deiji to beg for him to enter after the pleasure he gives her.
"Noah. Please. Don't. Stop." Habol hininga at mukhang wala sa sariling sambit ni Deiji sa binata.
Naging dahilan ito ng excitement ni Noah kaya naman ay dali dali muli siyang pumatong sa dalaga.
He slowly and gently entered him when he heard Deiji curse because of pain.
"Sshhh." Noah whispers in her ears and kiss her deeply as he fully enters his manhood on her.
Napasabunot ng matindi si Deiji dahil dito. It was her first time and she didn't know that it was that painful.
"It's okay, it's okay now. I'm in." He comforted her when Noah saw Deiji's teary eyes.
He again slowly and gently moved inside of her while watching Deiji's reaction.
When he saw that Deiji is now adjusting to the pain he is now slowly accelerating the speed of his motion inside her.
The room was full of pleasurable moans from both of them. Everytime that he deepens the thrust on her he keeps hearing Deiji shouting and moaning his name that actually makes his desires to be strong.
"I'm cumming." He thrust faster and deeper as he is about to reach the c****x.
Bagsak ang katawan ni Noah na nakapatong pa din kay Deiji while his manhood is still inside of her. He still wants to feel Deiji's warmth. He hugs her as the both of them fall asleep because of the tiring activity that they did.