"...Liliana.." where are you..? "are you alright..?" I'm sorry for what happened alright"..
He asked again but I couldn't answer. I wasn't sure If I'm okay. I wavered, trying to gasping for air,that was so close,...Andre.." mr cavalier would have seen us,but he didn't catch us,we just need to be careful next time,...you should calm down..
"Look"!..,I wouldn't do anything that will ruin my mum marriage,there are some girls at the college that you can have,of you want to,"why must be me"?..let's end this lust alright..I can't,.."Liliana".."I'm sorry but I can't.."I love you Liliana" I have not felt this way to any girl the way I'm feeling for you, let's just be careful next time..." please"...no no...I can't, let's stop it alright... Liliana please.."
That's remind me Andre".."my ex boyfriend Daniel,"" is coming over to see me,we reconcile and made things up,so please,let's stop this things we re doing..I said that to make him jeolous but he is not the type that gives up easily..I only saw disbelieve in his body in what I said..."please"... for the sake of our parents, let's respect their decision...
He "said to me... I don't care about any body,is you I want to be with,our parents should go and sort theirselves,they are matured and we are teenagers who needs love more than them and this is my life and nobody is going to tell me on how to leave it.
In the school college sport game,it was a vehicle ride sports,both me and Andre were at the game spot but in different team.When it was late at night and game have become so messy, different teams trying to win in a brutal ways and everybody is trying to support their team.
Some guys came to where I was standing and gisting with her friends and spark my bums,that was so disrespectful, don't do that again, "trying to caution one of the college boys that hit me on bums,""stop what?.. "said one of the guys"...you are looking so hot and we can't stop any s**t,.." you cheater"..you cheated and supported you step brother to win against after your team lost..." what are you going to do now.."they said trying to grab my butts again,.."Andre.." came out and fought the boys,I noticed the facial expressions on my friends face ,like whoa..why is he is acting like that as if we are dating"! .
"I didn't asked for your help Andre..,stop it,stop it... "what are you doing"?.."Andre"..stop it.. I'm trying to protect you from all this bitches that don't respect women,I didn't ask for your help.. Lily said..
"Andre...""What.."? you mean i should allow them to hit your ass like that.. and trying to tell me that you be fine after what I saw ..you were not going to do anything"...
I stared up at Andre incredulously, seeing how aggressive he was and I couldn't utter a word to him,"..a simple hug and will do to calm him and this was what just happened,it made sense why he always watching me from a distance to check on me every minutes.
"Lilly"...he was by my side in the blink of any eyes,I turned feeling more than a little daze to stare at him.
"Stay with me.."Andre demanded.." but I couldn't I felt myself starting to fade away and that was he stares at me romantically which I know he does that every time to get me emotionally.
I glanced up and I startlement at, surprised to find myself back in Andre's company very much in the presence,I felt stronger for it but even so my expression paled.
I looked up at Andre expression.concern flickered in and out. Guilt"?..or was it something more?.." I didn't know.."And this time I would find out but I will do it gradually.
It's late".. I said finally.. needing him to leave..we should go home."he said.."I told him that I was going to spend the night with my friend buh he insisted I followed him home, telling me that their house isn't safe for me because my ex Dad was going to be released from prison,that day was he released date,he has ended his prison terms...
That man will come look for you"Lily". nobody is going to tell him that I'm staying with my friend tonight,I want to clear my head..Andre".. I'm not going home with you, I'm going to call my mum,so don't worry about that...
His eyes flickered to my mouth before resting at the base of my throat gleaming hot and sultry.If I didn't know any better I would have said that the thought me running through his head now are salacious,but I didn't know better.
I wish for him to confess.you want to have s*x with me?"He asked me doubtfully.
"yes I want to," I said finally"I was tired of hiding and pretending as if I don't want him but all my body is questing for his love.it simply didn't matter anymore,I didn't value my pride any more.
He could take that too long with his daily sip of my life force,of his dip into the nourishment that was my soul.
His hands trembled in fear as they reached out to gather me close. I knew that one thing he feared most was losing me. I was his life but unlike he was mine.
"I don't understand"..he murmured hesitantly into my ears,his husky words rained sparks of lust filled torment onto my already frail frame.I trembled in his grip all but moaned at his lips brushed down my neck to settle at the base of my neck.
"Tell me,"he urged"..how I'm feeling about him"?.his growl fierce of how he was holding me so tight, trying to get the answer from me as soon as possible,tell me about it please"..I really want to hear it from your mouth..and the tense over my threat that cause me pain,that cause him pain,my pain cause him pain.
I don't want him to get hurt,not because of me,so I told him,"I love you"..he said what,"I should repeat what I just said,I told him yes,who is going to see a handsome guy with a nice a stature, almost all the college girls wants to date him and won't accept it to make out with him,but i was scared,"alright..I just don't want to ruin out parent marriage,
"Andre", shut out with a hot kiss in his car,I couldn't resist it back,I held neck and kissed him so hard that we couldn't let each breath,h said no one is going to stop us from having the feeling we have for each other because I know it was real not even our parents,we should make this more memorable to us and me that wants him couldn't say anything rather than to agree whatever he saying because all I needed was to love somebody but not my step brother,my ex broke up with me and move on another girl and that made jealous, but that's not the case now,I have left him.is Andre now...I couldn't stop staring at him at every slightest chance I get...