The night didn’t end the way I expected. It lingered. Even after Felix dropped me off, even after the sound of his bike faded into the distance, something about the evening stayed with me. --- I stood at the gate for a few seconds longer than necessary, my hand resting lightly against the cold metal. Why do I feel… calm? It didn’t make sense. Nothing in my life was calm. Nothing was safe. And yet— For a few hours, I had forgotten everything. --- “You look like you enjoyed yourself.” --- My body stiffened instantly. That voice. --- I turned slowly. Mathew stood a few steps behind me, leaning casually against one of the pillars like he had all the time in the world. Like he had been waiting. --- “How long have you been standing there?” I asked, my voice steady—but my che

