Fighting For My Mate (18+)

Chapter 25

Christa POV

The next morning I wake up, and I feel dread deep within my gut. I look over to the side of me and I see Eli still sleeping peacefully beside me. But I still can’t seem to shake off my nightmare. I just lay there for what seems like hours just watching Eli sleep, memorizing his handsome features. I admire his long dark eyelashes, his thick dark hair, and how sexy he looks when it’s all tussled from sleeping, his thick eyebrows, his perfectly straight nose, his soft plumb kissable lips, and his chiseled masculine jawline. I move down to his neck and watch his Adam's apple bob up and down as he swallows, and further down as the blankets lay just barely above his waist, I admire his perfectly sculpted abs and his muscular arms. He looks powerful like he can take down anything or anyone that gets in his way.

I don't realize how long I have been staring at him until he opens his beautiful blue eyes and looks at me with a smirk on his lips.

”I can feel your eyes on me.” He says in his rough deep sleep filled voice that sends goosebumps all over my body.

”I couldn't help myself. You just looked so peaceful and handsome. I couldn't help admire you.” I say smiling.

”Come here!” He says while picking me and putting me on top of him so that I am straddling him. I can feel his erection pressing on my core, which forces a moan out of me. I close my eyes and enjoy the feel of him pressing into me. He thrusts his hips up and moans, and it sends even more heat into me, making me dripping wet. I can’t help but rock myself on him to get more friction. He puts his hand on the back of my head while his other hand lays on my lower back keeping me pressed into him, and brings my head down to him for a passionate kiss. I moan into his mouth as he kisses me. As he thrusts against me with only my thin panties and his boxers separating us, I start to feel my pleasure building up, ready for a release. As I am rocking against his length, his hand that was on the back of my head moves under my shirt sneaks its way under my bra and begins massaging my breast and playing with my pert n****e. I throw my head back in a moan. Then in a rush, I feel my release. I grab the sheets and scream out my pleasure. After a moment, when I have come down from my high, I notice that Eli is hard as a rock. I stare down at him and lick my lips. I begin to kiss him down his chest to his stomach and lower. As I begin to pull down his boxers he stops me.

”What are you doing baby?” I look at him with a need I’ve never felt before.

”I want to taste you.” I whisper shyly. I can feel my blush creeping up on me.

”Are you sure?” I nod my head.

I continue pulling down his boxers. I stare at him in awe. He's so big that I wonder if it could even fit inside me. I take his member into my hand admiring it. I’d never seen one before now. It's so soft like velvet, and it's heavy in my hand. The tip I begin stroking it pulling a deep moan out of Eli which makes me smile and it makes me want to do it again. As I stroke him, I see precum, so I lower my head down and lick him clean, causing his hips to jerk and thrust up. He moans out again. I put my mouth on him again and this I put my mouth all the way around him and try to put all of him in my mouth. When I do, he thrusts up again into my mouth, trying to go deeper making me gag because of his size. I bring my mouth back up and down again repeating the process over and over again. It brings out more of his deep sexy moans and groans that I love. I can feel him getting even harder and thicker in my mouth. I had no idea that was even possible.

”Baby, baby, you better stop, or I’m going to come in your mouth.” He moans out. I keep going ignoring him and I moan while I continue to suck him. Finally, he lets out a guttural growl and releases himself inside my mouth. I take every single drop of him and swallow him down with a smile on my face. He brings me back up to him and squeezes me into a hug against him keeping me close as he catches his breath.

”That was absolutely amazing. I can’t believe you have never done that before!” I smile at him.

”I guess it just comes naturally. All I want to do is please you.” He smiles at me and kisses me on my forehead.

”Just you being here with me pleases me!” I start to get up, and he tightens his grip on me, making me giggle.

”Mmm not yet. I just want to keep you close a little longer.” He says while he kisses me all over my face holding me even tighter.

”Eli… Can’t… Breathe!” He rolls me over so that he’s now on top of me.

”Eli, I have to use the bathroom!”

He burrows his face into my neck and slides his hands up my sides to my stomach making me squirm and giggle even more. He brings his head up and looks at me with a Cheshire smile on his face.

”Oh no, no you don't!” He begins tickling me laughing hysterically. I try to catch my breath to yell out but I can't. Finally, I get out, ”STOP, I’m gonna pee myself!” Both of us were laughing like two psychos. Once again, I couldn't catch my breath. I gasp again, ”Please…, ” gasp, ”I can’t…” By then, it was too late. The floodgates let loose. I was laughing and gasping for air, and from tensing up from being tickled, I ended up accidentally pissing myself. Eli stopped tickling me with a look of surprise on his face. I didn't realize until that moment that it was possible for me to be as red as a tomato but alas it was definitely possible. After a moment of surprise, he rolls back over to his side of the bed and is laughing so hard he’s in a ball of laughter curled up holding his stomach!

”It’s not funny!” I yell out, ”I told you I had to go to the bathroom! You made me pee myself, ugh!” I get up from the bed and run to the bathroom to clean myself up. I can still hear him laughing. I hop in the shower immediately to clean myself off. I think about how I'm going to face him again after this while showering, and as I think about it, he got into the shower with me. I kept my back to him because I couldn't face him from sheer embarrassment. He turns me around to face him but I keep my head down so I don’t make eye contact with him. He puts his thumb and finger on my chin and forces my face up to meet his. He has a smile on his face as he kisses me sweetly on my lips.

”I’m sorry, I didn't mean for that to happen.” He says as he kisses me gently on my lips again.

”I didn't mean to embarrass you.” Again gives me another sweet kiss.

”Will you forgive me?” I give him a slight nod of my head.

”Here, let me help.” He takes my loofa and begins scrubbing my front side. Once he’s finished, he gently turns me around and washes my backside as well. Afterward, he helps me out of the shower and dries me off. He wraps me in my towel.

”Wait here.” He heads into the bedroom and grabs me some fresh clothes. He helps me dress and then takes me into the living room. He leaves me there and goes into the kitchen, and starts a pot of coffee. When he comes back he hands me a cup of coffee and kisses the top of my head. He goes to the bedroom and I can hear him shuffling around in there.

”What are you doing?” I call out to him.

”Taking care of my precious mate! I’m going to wash everything, and after that, I’ll make you breakfast and pamper you for the rest of the day.”

He peeks his head out from around the corner and smiles at me.

”How does that sound?” I smile at him and nod my head, still embarrassed from what happened earlier.

He spent the rest of the day making it up to me.

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As we’re sitting together watching TV, I feel an urge to bring up him turning me.

”Eli?” He looks down at me with me tucked into his arms and smiles at me.

”Hmm?”

”I still want you to change me!” I say softly.

He freezes at my statement, his smile turning into a deep frown.

”I thought we talked about this? I can't change you. It is far too dangerous, and I’m just not willing to risk it.”

”I think I will be ok! There is something in me that keeps making me feel like I have to change. Please, Eli?” His face goes from his eyebrows furrowed and frowning to blank and stoic. He turns back to me and just simply says, ”No.” His voice has a finality to it and leaves no room for argument.

”Fine.” I sigh, ”But I want to meet your wolf, Simon.” He tenses up at that.

”You’ve already met him?”

”No, I mean in wolf form!”

He looks at me with his eyebrows furrowed deeper and shakes his head.

”It’s not safe for you to meet him in wolf form. It wasn’t safe for you to meet him while I was still in my human form. No, definitely not.”

”I don’t think he would ever hurt me. If he could control himself while taking over your human form then he could control himself in his wolf form too.” He continues to shake his head.

”I’m sorry, it's just not the same. I could control him somewhat in my human form, but once I shift, I have no control over what he does!”

”I trust you, Eli, and I trust him! I know he won’t hurt me.”

Eli sighs with a deep frown thinking it through. Finally, he gives in. I squeal in excitement. He takes my hand and leads me deep into the woods. Once we arrive at the spot of his choosing he lets go of my hand and begins stripping out of his clothes getting completely naked. I look away from him, blushing.

”Is this what you want?” I take a peek over at him and quickly nod my head and look away. He gently grabs my chin and forces me to look at him.

”I want you to watch.” He says as he kisses my lips. Then he lets go of my chin and takes a step back away from me. Even though I grew up with werewolf brothers, I had never seen them shift, nor have I seen their wolves. After a moment, I begin to hear a slight cracking sound, and then the cracking gets louder and louder. Before I know it, I see his bones start to shift, his spine becoming more hunched with fur sprouting all over his body, his hands begin to elongate into giant claws, his face begins to morph into a long snout with his sharp teeth, K9’s coming out. As his body changes, he gets bigger and bigger. Standing before me is a beautiful giant wolf standing before me. His coat is a gorgeous midnight black with streaks of silver. It reminds me of the pitch dark sky with shooting stars. His head towered over me. His wolf had to be at least 6 feet tall. He looks up and howls. He’s so loud that I cover my ears, and once he's finished, I uncover them only to hear other howls in the distance, I look around, and there is one howl after another surrounding us. After a minute, the howls stop, and Simon bows his head to me and slowly, cautiously moves toward me. I carefully reach out to him to pet his head, and he lets out a snort and shakes out his fur.

”Hi Simon, it's nice to finally meet you again. You’re absolutely beautiful; you know that?” He nods his head up and down and snorts again, making me laugh.

”Ok, don't go getting a big head on me!” I say while scratching behind his ears. He grunts out his pleasure and licks me all over my face. I start cracking up, pushing him away from me, laughing as he starts jumping around like a rabbit, then he drops to the ground and starts rolling around on his back and stops with his belly up towards me.

”You want a belly rub?” He snorts out once again. I giggle, walking over to him, and start rubbing his belly. He's enjoying it so much that he rolls over to one side and then the other grunting. He reminds me of a really big giant puppy and makes me laugh.

”You're so silly, and here I thought you were a big bad wolf!”

Suddenly, he jumps up on all fours, and his hackles on his back rise up, making him look even bigger than before. He starts growling and showing his teeth snarling.

”I-I-I’m sorry, did I say something wrong?” I ask with my hands in front of me in surrender. I back up away from him, scared of him for the first time.

”P-p-please Simon, I didn't mean it.” I say as I continue to back away from him. Before I realized what was even happening, he jumped over me, landing behind me. I quickly turn around to look at where he went. I soon realize that he’s not growling and snarling at me. I try to look past him to see what he's seeing, but I don't see anything.

”What is it, Simon?” As soon as I ask, I see another big wolf coming from out of the trees. Then next, another wolf and then another. All of them are much smaller than Eli, but I quickly realize that we’re surrounded.