Living in the Shadows

Midnight Snack

It was an exhausting day, but my heart is full. I am fueled by the love and joy I could feel inside my heart. My body may be weary but because I am so elated, I could feel that I have energy left.

After taking a shower, I lie down on the bed on my belly. I felt Arthur’s hand caressing my legs, then felt him touch my butt. “I AM DYING,” I grumbled. “Babe, do you need a massage? I can give you a back massage so you can relax and sleep.” Art offered. “Uhmmkay. My body hurts.” I said softly, I felt tired I could not even look at him while saying these words. “Ok, just lay there, but we need to remove your clothes. I’ll give you a full-body Thai massage.” He added. “When was it required to get naked?” I asked irritated. “Well, you get butt naked when you are in a spa, yeah?” he answered. “Ok. Do whatever. Just give me my massage.” I replied, still lying on my belly.

Arthur unbuttoned my satin blouse and removed my satin pants. He then removed my brassiere and undies. As I lie there naked, he applied some oil. I could smell the nutty scent. It could be my favorite coconut oil blended with pure lavender essential oil. I call this my ‘good night sleep’ oil blend, really soothing and calms my nerves. I used to blend this for the boys as well. Makes them fall asleep faster when they were little babies. I just love essential oils!

Art started with my neck; he slowly massaged my neck as it felt stiff after hours of driving. “Uhmm that’s good.” I let out a moan. I just love his hands, brings back memories of when he used to visit me in my condo unit, he gives me good massages. “Oh boy, Imma tell you, his hands are really gooooood.” What I always tell my girlfriends back in college. He added some oil and went to massage my shoulders, “Oh you hit the right spot there babe, there…there…ughh..” I let out another moan as it felt really good. My shoulders are so tensed! Therapists used to say that this is stress and needs to be relieved.

I felt him move, he might have grabbed something. Then I felt his weight again on the bed. This time, I felt his skin against mine.

“What the heck?” I said softly.

“Shhh…I know a painkiller better than Advil” he just answered.

(OMG by Usher feat will.i.am playing)

Then I felt his hard shaft against my butt. “Babe!” I grunted. He put pressure on my shoulders and continued massaging my neck, my shoulders, down to my back. I could not help but let out a soft moan every time he would hit the right spot where my body aches. I guess every time I would let out a moan he gets turned on as I could feel his shaft gets harder and I could feel his wang grow bigger behind me. I could not see it as I was lying with my face on my pillow, but I could feel how hard he is. He was at the part where he is massaging my back but I could feel him move his hands to my bosoms. He is tricking me! I should not fall for the “free massage” next time, I knew he was planning something!

He then started rubbing his wang against my big round bottom, and I felt heat rising up inside me. He moved a little lower and was aiming to rub it in my fanny. He felt that I got aroused and my lady bits started to get wet.

“This would make all your body pain go away.” He kissed my nape and stick in his hard weapon inside me. “Mmm..” I let out a small moan, as it hurt a little but felt good. Slowly, his hardened weapon penetrated deeper inside my love box.

“Turn around, I wanna see my wife’s beautiful face.” He whispered as he tried helping me lie on my back. He rubbed his hardened shaft on my fanny before putting it back in.

“Babe you are so wet, you are so tight, I’m almost there...” Arthur whispered to my ear as he went faster. I just pulled him closer and he felt my round bosom against his chest.

“Faster...Art..uhh..babe, me too...” I said softly in between soft moans. He released all his seeds inside me and kissed my forehead when he was done. He got up and took my hand so we can wash ourselves in the bathroom.

“I’ll just go downstairs to get some water.” I grabbed Art’s shirt and put them on.

It was dark downstairs, all lights were turned off, there’s just low beaming light coming from the front porch. I grabbed the pitcher and poured some water. As I drank the water, I heard my stomach grumble.

“Aww. I forgot to eat dinner, I had too much adrenaline rush earlier.” I whispered to myself.

I checked if there were biscuits left in the jar on the countertop, but nada! I opened the fridge to see any left-over food or anything I can eat as I am so lazy to cook anything at this hour. I bend over to look at what’s inside when suddenly someone grabbed my hips and caressed my legs lightly. I was so flustered!

“Jeez! You scared me!” I exclaimed, trying to calm myself when I saw Arthur.

“I was watching you bend over and look in the fridge, you look so hot. I just can see your fanny smiling at me.” Art replied teasingly.

“My golly! Don’t do that again. You’ll give me a heart attack. I am just looking for some midnight snacks. I might make some sandwich, do you want one?” I asked.

“Yes, I want my sandwich here.” Art lifted me and placed me on the countertop.

“Babe, we might wake everyone up,” I said trying to hush Arthur, as I’m afraid people might see us. I was wearing nothing underneath Arthur’s shirt.

“No, they are all asleep. Can I have my midnight snack here? I am so hungry.” He spread my legs and he was in between them as I remain seated on the countertop. He was topless, I could feel his skin rubbing against my thighs.

He started kissing me, I kissed back. “I don’t want to get used to this,” I whispered in between kisses.

He continued kissing, then he knelt. He spread my legs, lifted them, and placed them on his shoulders. I put my hands behind me, supporting my weight so I won’t fall from the countertop. He licked my fanny and sucked my butter bean, he started putting his index and middle finger inside my lady box and penetrated me like nuts. It was so intense, I let out a soft moan as I do not want to be heard. We could wake people up if we would make any loud noise in the kitchen.

Art continued sucking my lady bits, I had the big O twice just him doing this to me. He is driving me crazy! I am just so under his spell. We’ve been making love every day and every night since he came here. Are these to make up for all the nights I had to be alone, for the times he made me feel lonely? I am enjoying every second of it. I’ll never get tired of making love with my husband.

He put me down from the countertop and asked me to bend over. He penetrated me from behind. He pulled up the shirt I was wearing exposing my breasts and held them like a handle, squeezing my nubs as he continues penetrating me deeper. As he thrusts faster, I clenched and squeezed in my pelvic muscles so he could feel tighter inside me, we reached a climax at the same time and he released all his love juices inside me. I can’t believe we just did it in the kitchen. Maybe the idea of sneaking and not getting caught, added to the thrill of making love.

We capped the night cuddling naked in bed, with smiles on our faces, it was a night filled with so much love.

(All of Me by John Legend playing)

This is so much like living in a dream. Everything happens so fast, it was just like yesterday when he swept off my feet, and then my world turned upside down, and here we are, such a roller coaster ride. Everything in my life is going well and there is nothing more I could ask for. I just want us to stay this way. This is the perfect life, if there would be such. I am truly grateful for my family, my marriage, my children, and about to blossom career once I get back to the Philippines. There is so much joy in my heart I could not explain. It is something any woman could wish for. I could say that finally, I have it all, but for some reason, at the back of my mind, there is fear. Something dark is lingering.