Living in the Shadows

Fragile

“What the heck?” I exclaimed as I stumbled on one of Arthur’s bags and saw him unpacking.

“What is going on here?” I asked. “Uhmm unpacking?” Art answered. He stood up and went closer to me. “Babe, are you still mad? I already apologized. Won’t you forgive me?” he said, then started kissing my left cheek, down to my neck.

“What are you doing Arthur? I need my space.” I tried pushing him, but I’m just too weak. Or am I? Or is it because I’ve been longing for his presence too?

He buried his nose on my neck, and I could feel him sniffing. “Hey, stop!” I exclaimed.

“Shhh... Dad might hear you.” He continued sniffing my neck and started kissing it. My knees felt weak, he knows this turns me on.

“Art, no, the kids are outside, you told them you will join them and play with them. They missed their dad, so you must go. I’ll take care of your stuff here.” I tried stopping him and tried pushing him away.

“No babe let me take care of you first. I missed you, did you not miss me?” he said teasingly. I swear, I almost gave in. ALMOST!

“Daaaaad! Aren’t you going to play with us??” Austin shouted as he keeps on knocking my bedroom door. “Saved by the ‘boy’!” I exclaimed with a sheepish smile.

“Yes baby, Dad will be there in a minute. Wait for daddy, I’ll just get dressed.” Art answered, and we heard Austin went downstairs.

“No running on the stairs!” I shouted. “So, back to my business. I have to get dressed...” I swear to god I could not resist this body.

Oh God please send help. I am trying to hold back from this human being in front of me.

He started undressing, I closed my eyes trying not to look. Then I covered my face with my hands, so child-like. But I have no escape this time.

“Macky look at me. I wanna see your beautiful green-hazel eyes.” Art said as he was trying to remove my hands from my face.

“Nooooo, I don’t want to look. No!!!” Trying to keep my hands on my face while we were across each other sitting on my queen-sized bed.

“I wanna see my wife’s beautiful face.” Art added as he succeeded in removing my hands from my face. I just froze. Looking into his brown eyes, just looking at Arthur’s face, my heart leaped. My heart is beating so fast I unconsciously touched my chest with both hands.

He held me closer, scooped my face, and drew near his. He started kissing my lips. Just like the first time, just like my first kiss. I did not hold back. I kissed him back and we were kissing passionately. His tongue slid inside my mouth; I could feel his tongue playing with mine.

I missed this. I just missed my husband. I missed his kisses. I missed his touch.

His hands move while we were exchanging kisses. I could feel his left hand try to unzip my pants, while his right hand pulled my shirt and got me undressed. In an instant, I was on my lingerie.

For some reason, I was wearing his favorite red lacy lingerie! I did not plan this at all. But heck, luckily, I am prepared eh?

“Oh, I missed my wife. I missed you Macky. Every inch of your body. I missed this.” He whispered as he started removing my brassiere, my round, cup D bosom was exposed. I did not hold back, I leaned forward so he can feel them better. He then played with my breasts as we continue kissing.

“How long has it been? When was the last time we did this?” thoughts in my head as I get turned on by his touch and kisses. “I missed you so much… I missed you too Art…” I just whispered in between kisses.

He removed my red lacy underwear and lay me down in bed. His hand moved down to my lady bits and started playing my nub down there, it was electrifying! I’ve never felt this way for a long time. He played with my nub more and made me so wet down there.

As I lie on my back, he started kissing my breasts, like a big baby nursing, he was licking each nip with so much passion. I can’t control it, I can’t hide how turned on I was, I was moaning as he continues licking and sucking my breasts.

My eyes are half-opened, and I could see the sly grin on his face. He then licked my belly, down to my fanny. It drove me nuts.

He rarely does this, he was savoring every corner, every inch of my lady bits. “Oh Arthur, babe, that feels too good.” As I moaned. Little by little he slid his fingers in my lady hole and thrust his fingers as he licks my lady nub down there.

Oh, I swear, that is out of this world experience for me. I pulled the blanket and bit it as I know I might let out a loud moan. “Arthurrr, I am... uh... uggggh...I’m..coming..” I let out as I moaned.

He did not stop from there, he pulled my legs, and he positioned on top of me.

“Babe, you are so wet, just perfect for me.” He whispered to my ear as he slid his hard love muscle inside me.

“Oh babe, I missed this so much, what are you doing to me.” I whispered to his ears. He thrusted and I could feel his hardness inside me.

“How come you are still tight, we had two kids, but still feels like the first time.” He said as he started moaning.

“I love..ughh..you..uuuh..Macky..” Arthur moaned. “I love you too, my husband,” I answered as I could feel that I am reaching the climax again.

We hit the spot at the same time, he squirted all his seeds inside me. I could feel everything inside me. “Oh Macky, I am so sorry.” He whispered catching his breath. “

I’m sorry for the times I wasn’t around for you and the boys. Will you give me another chance?” he asked, his face buried on my neck.

For a while, I could not respond. I told myself that I would try to get away from him and give ourselves some space but here I am, lying naked, with him on top of me.

We just had s*x. No, we were making love, it wasn’t just s*x. I know that we were still in love.

“Babe, will you forgive me?” Arthur asked. He got up, and lay on his sides, he was looking at me.

“Babe, what? Are you still mad?” he caressed my face, touching my neck, down to my exposed breasts. “Oh gosh! I am not on contraceptive pills!” what came out of my mouth and stood up.

“What? Seriously? That’s your answer?” Art gave me a confused look. I pulled my hair and showed a worried look.

“Babe, I thought we would not see each other for a month or so. I did not bring my pills, because I thought we would not be seeing each other anytime soon.” I said in one breath panicking.

“Why worry? We are married and Austin is now 4 years old, does it really matter?” he asked. I lay beside him and kissed him.

“I’m sorry, I did not tell you but I was supposed to be back working for mum. So…I don’t have any plans of getting pregnant again anytime soon.” I answered softly.

“I want to get you pregnant over and over and over until we would have 10 children all in all. How crazy is that?” he just laughed and pulled me closer to him.

“I miss you Macky. Can we start over?” he asked. “

How about work? Your career?” I looked into his eyes worried.

“Nothing is more important than my wife, and kids.., my family.” He kissed my forehead and hugged me tightly.

“I am so sorry. I love you, babe.” He whispered.

(2 become 1 by Spice Girls playing)