I surrendered to everything that's been pulling me backwards for the whole month. Hindi ko akalain na ang sudden disappearance niya lang pala ang kailangan ko para ma-realize na hinahanap ko rin siya. Pero asaan na si Benj? Kung siya na ang hinahanap ko, nasaan na si Benj? "Blaise, I..." my throat tightens. "I want you." He inhaled sharply, almost pained. "Say it again," "I want you," I answered. And that destroys his restraints. His hand cupped my jaw, the other pulls me up to him. He started kissing me hard, hungry, like he's been starving and finally got a taste of it. I gasped into his mouth, holding onto his shirt as he presses me against the wall near the bathroom. He kissed me deeper, hotter, and rougher. "The more I stay away from you, the worse it gets, Aen. I can't be with

