Forty-Five: A Traitor
While eating, what I was saying earlier sinks into my brain. Argh! Very stupid! Why am I disgusted? Even now I'm still disgusted, I don't like it. I don't like this feeling, I feel like I'm going crazy. What I'm doing isn't right ... I can't be impatient, I can't be jealous, I can't feel any emotion when it comes to Jizan. Not allowed.
Suddenly my cellphone beeped so I looked there, I was blinking and I felt like I was out of breath because of what I read.
From: Dad
Come home, Soren is here ..
Soren ... n-he's at home already? I looked at Jizan and saw that he was calm and just eating. His cellphone also beeped so he looked at it, I saw the expression on his face change.
"I need to go home .."
"We should go .."
We once said. Did he receive some message about S
