Unforgiveable

The Plan

                                                                                      Crissy's Pov :

                                                     " Morning," I heard a soft whisper coming from behind me as I was pouring my coffee. I was so upset with what Marquan had put me through but at the same time could I really blame him? I mean he was trying to change his life around was it really his fault that his past had caught up to him ?

                                                 " Morning. Coffee? " I said as I was getting another mug out of the cabinet for him.

                                               " Umm sure. I'll take it black please and thank you. So ummm do you want to talk about last night?" Marquan said nervously as he pulled out a chair across from mine.

                                               " Actually I would love to talk about last night. Let me start off by saying after thinking about it long and hard I can't really blame you for your past when you have been doing a great job putting it behind you. Yes I was terrified at first I really thought you had killed someone and I was ready to throw your ass out of here but I believe you and I trust you. You just have to promise to never keep anything else from me. I've been completely transparent with you and it's not fair to me at all that I had to hear about something this awful from someone that I don't know. " I said frustrated but not angry. I actually really liked Marquan. So much so that I was starting to question even if he had killed someone would I have really stopped dealing with him?

                                              " I promise. I really didn't think that I was ever going to have to deal with this again. I left Jamaica thinking that I left that situation. Sometimes I wonder what happened to Jackson. I'm starting to think Ajoni may have gotten to him as well. I'm glad that you decided to stick with me through this but I really need to come up with a plan because eventually he's going to come back for me." said Marquan with tears in his eyes.

                                                " I know this plan is a little risky but I thought about this last night and maybe there's nothing he can convict you of. If you really were just there and you wore gloves who's to say that it was you that was there? Right now he's going off of a hunch and a photo of 3 friends. You weren't the only friend that Jackson and Brian had. I say you find Ajoni before he can find you and let him tell you the story of what happened. After he tells you the story ask him when it happened. You say that your cousins Jackson and Brian told you about the murder during your vacation to Jamaica. Tell him you wasn't there during the time of the murder.  Make sure you go by your actual name and show him your i.d. You say how Jackson and Brian supposedly had a friend that came with them that night and how Brian went crazy during the robbery. Tell them how Brian was murdered a week later then point fingers at Ajoni. Say how people said the person who murdered Brian looked just like Ajoni. Say anything you can to make him feel like you are scared of him, scared for your safety. Tell him your going to go to authorities and get a restraining order against him. That should confuse the s**t out of him. Make him feel like he is hitting a dead end. Then eventually he should leave." I said confident in my plan. I mean there's no way that this plan shouldn't work. The only thing Ajoni knew about Marquan's connection to Jackson and Brian was that he was friends with them. That doesn't place him at the scene of the crime.

                                         " That's a great plan Crissy," said Marquan as he leaned over and pushed my hair back."

                                          " Why are you helping me though? You don't have to deal with any of this. You have your own life with a husband that loves you. Why are you so wrapped around my my criminal ass. It seems like I'm just tearing your life apart no matter what way I go. First I break up your marriage now I got you thinking of ways to keep me from going to jail which is where I should be by the way." said Marquan as he stared a hole in my soul. I mean he was right why was I so infatuated with him.

                                          " To be honest Marquan I ask myself the same thing. I feel lonely when I'm here. I mean yeah Tavias is a great guy and I feel shitty doing what I'm doing but what about me? I'm suppose to be lonely forever?" I said as I went to sit on Marquan's lap and proceed to kiss him. Our kiss was so much more passionate now. I liked where things were with me and Marquan. I liked being able to talk to him and have someone around to hold onto me when I was lonely.

                                        " We never finished what we started last night," said Marquan standing up reaching for my hand.I grabbed his hand biting my lips as he spun me around. He started to kiss my neck making me let out a moan. He slowly proceeded to pull down my panties with his teeth as I stood there frozen. Tavias never wanted to have kitchen s*x he was such a neat freak and to him kitchen s*x wasn't sanitary. Marquan slowly spread my legs apart pushing my back into a arch as I leaned over the table. I thought he was going to go straight forward with f*****g me but he took his time. He started kissing my legs and rubbing my p***y with his hand penetrating me with his fingers. He kissed my legs up until I felt his warm lips teasing my p***y with kisses. He was kissing and kissing until he stuck his tongue inside of me like he as saying hello to me with his mouth. Twirling his tongue around and up and down sticking it inside of me every so often. God I never thought someone could make me climax twice in 5 minutes. When he figured I couldn't take anymore Marquan slowly put his d**k inside of me thrusting slowly. He didn't know how I liked it but I was going to teach him. I leaned all the way over the table knocking our coffee glasses over. f**k those glasses.

                                       " Harder ," I whispered. I like it rough and we were in my favorite position. This was Marquan's perfect opportunity to show out with me. He grabbed my shoulders and started thrusting hard as he could. I could feel his d**k inside my stomach with every stroke. All I could do was scream but I didn't want him to stop. Marquan leaned down and rubbed my p***y as he was f*****g me still. He was trying to impregnate me wasn't he? f*****g me like this might make me his new wife.

                                       " I'm coming baby!" whispered Marquan . As he he started slowing down until he completely stopped. We both just slid down onto the floor and looked at each other.

                                       " Listen I don't want to do this to Ana. I want to be with you Crissy. I don't have feelings like this when I'm around Ana that I do when I'm around you. I'm in love with you Crissy." said Marquan pleading with me. What the hell was he saying he knows that I'm married. I didn't want to hurt Tavias. But I actually did want to be with Marquan without consequences. What was I gonna do?

                                      " Marquan I'm not ready to cross that bridge with Tavias right now. Please just give me time I'll see what I can do. In the meantime kiss me," I said leaning in for a kiss. How was I going to manage this mess.