CHAPTER 3: THE FIRST LESSON
Morning didnât feel like morning anymore. It felt like a continuation of the night that refused to end, a slow, suffocating reminder that everything I had known was gone. I hadnât slept. Not even for a second. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw my father on the floor, blood spreading beneath him, his chest rising and falling until it didnât. I sat by the floor-to-ceiling window of Danteâs penthouse, my knees pulled close to my chest, watching the city wake up beneath me. People moved like nothing had changed, like the world hadnât shifted on its axis overnight. That was the truth about power, it could collapse in silence while everything else carried on as if it never existed. I wasnât part of that world anymore. I couldnât be. The girl who belonged there had died last night.
âYou didnât sleep.â Danteâs voice broke through the quiet behind me, calm and observant. I didnât turn around. âNeither did you,â I replied, my eyes still fixed on the streets below. I heard his footsteps as he moved closer, stopping a few feet away. âSleep is a luxury,â he said. âOne you canât afford anymore.â I let out a quiet breath, not disagreeing. âThen neither can you.â There was a brief pause, and I felt his gaze linger on me. âI already gave it up,â he said simply. That answer told me more about him than he probably intended. Dante wasnât someone who adapted to this world. He was someone who had been shaped by it completely.
I finally turned to face him, pushing myself up slowly despite the stiffness in my body. âYou said training starts today,â I reminded him. âSo whatâs the first lesson?â His eyes scanned me carefully, taking in my posture, my expression, the exhaustion I refused to show. âControl,â he said. I frowned slightly. âControl what?â âEverything,â he replied. âYour emotions, your reactions, your instincts. Last night, you survived because of anger and luck. That wonât happen again.â His words were blunt, but they didnât offend me. They grounded me. âSo what?â I asked. âIâm supposed to stop feeling?â He shook his head slightly. âNo. Youâre supposed to stop letting your feelings control you.â
I crossed my arms, studying him. âThatâs easier said than done.â A faint, humorless smile touched his lips. âThatâs why most people fail.â Before I could respond, he walked past me toward a sleek table near the center of the room. A gun rested on it, black, polished, deadly. My eyes locked onto it instantly. He picked it up and turned back to me, holding it out. âTake it.â I hesitated for only a second before stepping forward and wrapping my fingers around the handle. It was heavier than I expected. Colder too. I had seen guns my entire life, but I had never held one like this before. Not like it meant something. Not like it was mine.
âDo you know how to use it?â Dante asked. I shook my head. âNo.â âGood,â he said. âThen you wonât have bad habits.â I raised an eyebrow slightly. âThatâs your version of reassurance?â âThatâs reality,â he replied. He stepped closer, adjusting my grip with precise movements. âYour hand stays firm. Your finger doesnât touch the trigger unless youâre ready to shoot. And when you doâŚâ His voice lowered slightly. âYou donât hesitate.â The weight of his words settled into me as much as the weight of the gun in my hand. This wasnât practice. This wasnât a game. This was survival. This was power.
âPoint it at me,â he said suddenly. I froze. âWhat?â âPoint it at me,â he repeated, his tone calm, unwavering. âYou said you wanted revenge. This is where it starts.â My grip tightened slightly as I looked at him. âYouâre serious.â âCompletely.â My heart began to pound again, not from fear exactly, but from the intensity of the moment. Slowly, I raised the gun, aiming it at his chest. My hands didnât shake. That surprised me. What did shake was something deeper, something internal. A line I had never crossed before. Dante didnât move. Didnât flinch. âWhat are you waiting for?â he asked.
âIâm not going to shoot you,â I said, my voice steady. âWhy not?â he pressed. âBecause youâre helping me.â His eyes darkened slightly. âAnd what happens when the person standing in front of you isnât?â he asked. I didnât answer. I couldnât. Because I knew what he was trying to do. He wasnât asking me to shoot him. He was asking me to confront something much bigger, the hesitation that could get me killed. âPull the trigger,â he said again. The room felt smaller, the air heavier. My finger hovered just outside the trigger guard. âI canât,â I admitted quietly.
Dante stepped closer, closing the distance between us until the gun was pressed lightly against his chest. âThat hesitation,â he said, his voice low and sharp, âwill get you killed.â His gaze locked onto mine, intense and unrelenting. âYour enemies wonât hesitate. Marco didnât hesitate. He pulled the trigger without a second thought.â My chest tightened at the mention of his name, anger flaring again. âThen use that,â Dante continued. âUse that anger. Focus it.â My breathing slowed slightly as I stared at him, my grip on the gun tightening. I pictured Marco. His calm expression. The way he spoke. The way he killed my father like it meant nothing.
Something inside me shifted.
My finger moved.
Click.
The empty sound echoed in the room.
No bullet.
Dante didnât move.
Didnât react.
But something in his eyes changed.
Approval.
âYou hesitated,â he said. âBut you still pulled the trigger. Thatâs progress.â My chest rose and fell slowly as I lowered the gun, my hand suddenly feeling heavier than before. âThere were no bullets,â I said quietly. âOf course not,â he replied. âIf there were, you wouldâve killed me, or proved you werenât ready.â I let out a breath I didnât realize I had been holding. âSo this was a test.â âEverything is a test,â he said. âAnd you just passed your first one.â
I looked down at the gun in my hand, my reflection faintly visible in its surface. I didnât recognize the girl staring back at me. She looked⌠different. Not stronger yet. Not fully changed. But not weak either. Not broken. Just⌠unfinished. âWhat happens next?â I asked. Dante took the gun from me and set it back on the table. âNext,â he said, âyou learn how to think like them.â I frowned slightly. âLike who?â His expression hardened. âLike the people who took everything from you.â A chill ran through me, but I didnât look away. âAnd how do I do that?â I asked.
He stepped closer again, his voice dropping slightly. âYou stop seeing the world the way you used to,â he said. âThere is no right or wrong. No good or bad. There is only power⌠and those who have it.â The words settled heavily in my mind, reshaping something deep inside me. âAnd what about the people who donât?â I asked. His gaze didnât waver. âThey become victims.â Silence fell between us as the truth of that sank in. Slowly, I nodded. I understood now. Maybe not completely. But enough to know that there was no going back.
Dante turned away slightly, walking toward the window I had been sitting by earlier. âYou have potential,â he said without looking at me. âBut potential means nothing without discipline.â I crossed my arms, watching him. âThen Iâll learn,â I said. âWhatever it takes.â He glanced back at me, his expression unreadable. âCareful,â he said. âPeople who say that usually donât understand the cost.â I held his gaze, my voice steady. âI already paid the highest cost.â For a moment, he said nothing. Then he nodded once, slowly. âGood,â he said. âBecause this is only the beginning.â
And as I stood there, in a place that wasnât home, with a man I barely knew, holding onto a future I didnât fully understand, one thing became clear to me. This wasnât just about revenge anymore. This was about transformation. About becoming something capable of surviving, and ruling, a world that had already tried to destroy me. And I would not fail. Because failure meant death. And I wasnât ready to die. Not yet. Not until I made them all pay.