When we finally get back to the pack house I grab my stuff and head to my room to relax before training. Xavier keeps trying to talk to me but I'm blocking him out I just felt like being alone in my own thoughts for a while and for some reason I could not stop thinking of Alpha Ariah. Her big beautiful smile that was as bright as the beaming sun ,and her big beautiful honey colored eyes. As I was day dreaming about Alpha Ariah I laid back on my bed and kept thinking about how I had to let this little crush go. The twins would be turning eighteen soon and would find there mate. What good would it do to start crushing on her besides she has a boyfriend. I stared reminiscing about the day I turned and shifted into Xavier for the first time. I still remember it like it was yesterday.***FLASHBACK*** It was about four months ago I started feeling really weird February 10th to be exact. I went to school like any other day and came home did my chores and then went to the pack training. That’s one thing I loved about being a part of this pack and why I loved Alpha Edward so much he let every member train and work out freely and in most packs they don’t have the same opportunities. Going on with my day I get back to the pack house and start feeling really overheated and clammy. I brush it off and go to my room to shower tonight is my night off from kitchen duties. So, I sit at my desk and pull out my notes and start working on my homework. I'm so concentrated on my studies that I lost track of time and when I finally realize I hadn’t ate dinner and that it was almost over and also noticed that I was Feeling much better than I have all day I rush to the dining room and get stuck with the leftovers. This sucks I think to myself. But nevertheless the food is amazing spaghetti, corn on the cob, salad, and garlic bread. I munched it down as fast as I could because I knew the kitchen would be closed for the night ,so that the omegas could clean up and be done at a decent hour to still have time to shower and do there homework or whatever else they needed to do. As I go to put my dishes away in the sink I see my buddy Alfy is on dishes duty alone tonight "where is Jake ?"I ask since it’s his night to help Alfy with the kitchen duties. Alfy looks at me with a disappointing face and says he wasn’t feeling well so Sarah told him to stay home. "Don’t worry Alfy I’ll help you". It takes us about two hours washing and drying all the dishes and then another 35 minutes to put them all away. As I’m about to head back to my room I start getting a sharp pain in my head and my chest starts to tighten I feel like I can’t breathe. "Are you OK? "Alfy asked worry in his voice. (Uggh not again is all I could think in my head.) I am fine can you just help me get outside to get some fresh air. "Sure Eric no problem". The tightness in my chest starts to calm down and is not so intense and I assure Alfy that I’m fine. He leaves back into the pack house and heads to his room and when he’s gone I go for a walk. I make it into the woods when suddenly I start feeling overheated again with the intense headache and tightening in my chest starts back up. I dropped to the ground and my phone falls out of my pocket. The light on the phone turns on and it is now 12 o’clock midnight February 11th. All of a sudden as I'm screaming out in pain I start to feel my bones breaking and rearranging. At that moment I realize it’s my birthday and I’m shifting for the first time. My screams are so loud that some pack warriors who are posted at there post hear me and they come running thinking a pack member is in danger. When they seen what was happening they called for Alpha Edward and Beta Austin and they came as fast as they could. Alpha Edward bent down and helped me to focus on my breathing having me close my eyes and telling me to picture my wolf. As I did the pain slowly started to subside when all of a sudden my eyes pop open and as I’m looking down I see paws and I take off running. I can feel the dirt between my toes on my paws as twigs beneath them are breaking I run for at least two hours taking everything in when I get in my link from Beta Austin telling me it’s getting too late and for me to start making my way back to the pack house. I obey, but not before stopping at the lake for a drink of water as I walk up I see my reflection and see myself for the first time. I am A huge jet black wolf with red eyes. "Don't only Alpha's have red eyes" thinking to myself" and then I hear it. Hi I’m your wolf Xavier I've been dying to meet you, and let me just tell you there’s something very special about you my friend just wait and in time you’ll see. I smile and after a brief conversation with Xavier I finally make it back to the pack house. Before the night ends I lay in bed thinking about how happy I am finally knowing when my birthday is and that I finally got my wolf. Its just one step closer to knowing more about my self. I drift off to sleep knowing I have my wolf and I would never be alone.***END OF FLASHBACK***
I turn to look at the clock and its 5:30 pm already training starts in 30 minutes. Damn where did the time go I jumped up and started to get ready I threw on some black shorts and a white muscle shirt and some old tennis shoes. I turned off my light closed the door and headed to the training grounds. On my way there I was walking behind the twins and their friends, I was trying not to overhear what they were talking about but it sounded like they were planning on pranking someone. They were all giggling and both Twins laugh made my heart skip a beat it was so loud and contagious. I knew I had to get away from them right then and there. I see Alfy, Noah, and Jordan "Hey guys wait up" "oh so your not mad anymore says Noah as he nudges me on my shoulder with his. I just chuckle and say sorry I was just in a mood and we all laugh out loud. As we get to training grounds everyone starts gathering around while Betta Austin quiets everyone down so that Alpha Edward can speak. Alpha Edward begins to thank everyone for coming and then gets straight into how training is going to today...