The bells did not mean plague.
Not that day.
They rang for the approach of Blessing Day, when the city remembered the Lady's return to a world that had offended her, begged for her, and then immediately began offending her again in more elaborate ways. Gethra prepared with great seriousness. Shops hung white ribbons. Bakers made loaves to give away in pieces no larger than a child's palm. Beggars appeared from alleys Mara had not known existed.
Mera Holt, who heard poorly but believed fiercely, woke Mara before dawn to help set bread and watered ale outside the door.
"Every hand gives," Mera said.
"Even hands that need rent?"
"Especially those."
Mara gave bread to men with hollow faces, widows with baskets, barefoot children, and one old soldier who saluted the bread before eating it. It was hard to mock charity while placing food into hungry hands. It was harder not to notice that most donors cut each portion small enough to keep virtue affordable.
When the bread was gone, Mara hurried to meet Philo near the temple.
The square was impossible.
People pressed shoulder to shoulder before the Temple of the Dawn, flowing around pillars and steps like floodwater around rocks. Mara used her size to slip between hips and elbows, was crushed, cursed, turned around, and finally spat out into a side lane full of broken crates and refuse.
She climbed a stack of barrels to see over the crowd.
That was when she saw Annas Ewert and his friends in the alley below.
Philo was on the ground.
Annas stood over him, one polished boot planted on the hem of Philo's robe. "Last warning, Philo Brendiant. If I hear you have hidden coin from me again, I will make you regret having pockets."
Mara stopped breathing.
Philo's face was bruised. His lip bled. He looked up at Annas with a hatred so bright it frightened her.
"Do not glare," Annas said. "My father governs Gethra. You are a farmer's grandson dressed in borrowed holiness. Be grateful anyone notices you."
The boys left laughing.
"Drinks on Philo," one called.
"His coin always tastes better."
When they were gone, Philo rose slowly. He looked once around the alley. Mara ducked behind a chimney.
He whispered a prayer. White light spilled from his fingers, over his hair, across his face. Bruises faded. The cut at his mouth closed. The spell took more from him than the little healing he had once used on Mara's hand; when it ended, he leaned against the wall, breathing hard.
Mara waited until he left the alley, then followed at a distance.
He was going to Mera's house.
Guilt sat in her stomach like a stone. He had brought coin because of her. Annas had taken it because Annas took anything that proved another person had less power than he did.
Near Mera's lane, Mara ran ahead and called, "Philo!"
He turned, startled and immediately offended. "Do not shout in the street. It is vulgar."
"I am from Alderwick. Vulgarity came free with the mud."
"You are late."
"I was swallowed by the crowd and escaped through a garbage alley. If anything, I am heroic."
He sniffed. "If you say so."
She pretended not to see the faint exhaustion under his healed face.
Philo had planned the day with more enthusiasm than he wanted to admit. Taviao Castle, he told her, was older than Gethra itself. Before the city walls rose, the castle had been a fortress of iron gates and narrow windows. Later, when the Dukes of Taviao turned fortress into palace, they replaced iron with glass and barred commoners from the inner grounds.
"The duke still lives there?" Mara asked as they moved with the crowd.
"His family does. Duke Taviao has not appeared in public for three years."
"If the duke does not appear, who rules?"
"Regent Ewert." Philo's mouth twisted. "Annas's father."
That explained too much.
They climbed a wall behind a shuttered apothecary and reached a roof overlooking the castle square. Philo complained the entire time about Mara's shoes touching his hands. Mara promised to remember the honor for the rest of her life.
The square below churned with celebration. Cavalry rode in formation, armor polished bright, lances upright, horses stepping as if they too had studied ceremony. The crowd roared.
Philo forgot to be disdainful.
His eyes shone.
"Gethra cavalry," he said. "My great-grandfather rode with them. Duke Taviao knighted him after the Red Ford campaign."
"So you are descended from a knight."
"A minor knight."
"Still a knight."
He watched the riders pass, shoulders lifted with a pride Mara had not seen in him before.
After the cavalry came acrobats, fire-eaters, dancers, and a trained bear made miserable in a paper crown. Mara had seen better performances in another world, but not better happiness. People cheered as if wonder were still available for a copper.
As afternoon softened, Philo grew restless.
"You should rest," he said. "The magic test is tomorrow."
"I thought we were going to the bonfire dance."
"You cannot dance."
"Then rest is a mercy to everyone."
They remained on the roof while the square changed below. Philo explained temple ranks because Mara had assumed, wrongly, that all apprentices became priests if they studied hard enough.
"Male apprentices may become priests, brothers, temple scholars, healers, or, if they are extraordinary, be recommended to the Central Temple in Natcia. Female apprentices usually become sisters, temple ladies, or wives."
"Wives."
"Dawn-touched women are sought after. Magical blood matters."
"How flattering. A sacred womb."
Philo frowned. "Do not say that."
"Why? Because it is ugly, or because it is true?"
He had no answer.
Instead he told her about Sister Cabena. Noble-born on one side, illegitimate on the other, powerful enough to outclass most priests, yet never made a temple lady because blood mattered differently when it embarrassed a family. She had stayed as a senior sister and become terrifying.
"At least she chose not to marry," Mara said.
"Years of celibacy make people severe."
Mara gave him a look. "Philo."
"What?"
"Do not build an opinion on women from frightened boys' gossip."
He opened his mouth, then closed it again.
"What about you?" Mara asked. "If you could choose anything?"
The question took him somewhere quiet.
"Temple Knight," he said. "Not a cavalryman. Not a ceremonial guard. A true Temple Knight of the Central Order."
"Then become one."
"Do you think saying a thing makes it a road?" His bitterness came too quickly. "Avelorn has no Temple Knight chapter. To train in Natcia, I need Prelate Leor's recommendation. Leor believes noble blood is the only soil worth watering. I am the best student in the temple, and he will send Annas Ewert instead."
"Annas?"
"His father wants it. That is apparently a form of merit."
Mara looked down at the square, where the last cavalry riders disappeared through the castle gate.
"Then you need another road."
Philo laughed once, without humor. "If you find one, tell me."
Mara did not answer.
She had begun to understand that survival and ambition were cousins. Survival asked for bread tomorrow. Ambition asked who owned the bakery.