Pro tip : When on a date , never be late . Max : Oh my god . What did I do ? Was I even thinking ? Asking her to join me for a cup of coffee . Why ? I didn't want to go on a date with her. Or did I . Maybe she thinks this is a date when actually it isn't ? Should I cancel it? But what would I tell her. That my stupid mind decided to play tricks on me. I don't have a choice now . This isn't what I was supposed to do . I was supposed to stay away from her . Far away . Whenever I see her it reminds me of that breathtaking kiss we shared that night . And I don't know why but all I can think of is the kiss and how I so badly want to capture her pink soft lips again. But I know I can't. I shouldn't . I wouldn't . After school I go home and take a shower to soothe my aching body . We had

