Alina :
I messed up . The second time but I don't even know what I did wrong . I did everything possible to make him fall for me . Only I know how hard it was for me to sit beside him , comfort the person who made me suffer in the past. When I held his hand , shivers coursed through my entire body. This act was getting too much. How far will I have to go to make him suffer ? And is it really worth it . I ask this question everytime to myself . Will seeing him suffer make me feel any better . Whatever it is atleast his pain will lessen my pain. But all this acting was taking a toll on me and after having done so much all the effort goes to waste. He leaves me again. Like seriously ?
I turned of the shower and wrapped myself in a towel. All these thoughts could wait. Anyway this thinkin
