Sometimes I wish my life was written down in a book, so I could look further along and prepare for certain events in my life. Maybe I could even prevent them. If I had known that this doctor would do what he did, I would have found him in advance and killed him before he could do any damage. I would have prevented Alyx from getting sick and Mila healing her and becoming sick herself. I would know if I would lose Mila, and I would know how to cure it before that would ever happen. But of course, life can't ever be that easy, can it?
The kids had already left to go to school. Anita has basically moved in at this point. I'm not opposed to it, and I don't think I could do any of this without her being here. I had just gotten ready for work and was heading to the door. I was so excited to go t
