He stepped back into the room right as I was pretending to pack my things.
Evren.
Everyone else had already left. Chairs scraped, bags zipped, voices echoed and faded until the hallway outside was just a distant hum. But I stayed. I lingered—slow, deliberate, patient. I knew he’d forgotten something. He always did. A notebook, his charger, his phone.
And there he was, back in the doorway, hoodie slung loose over one shoulder, eyes low like he didn’t expect to see anyone here.
His gaze lifted when he spotted me.
“Oh,” he said. Just that.
“Forgot something again?” I asked, like I hadn’t been hoping this would happen.
He nodded, walking past the rows of empty chairs. “Yeah. Laptop.”
I watched him move. He always walked like he was underwater—slow, steady, weightless in his own world. I wanted to pull him out of it. Drag him into mine.
“I stayed behind too,” I said casually, fingers brushing over the edge of my desk. “Wanted to finish something.”
Lie. Total lie. But my voice was syrup, sweet and unbothered.
He gave a little hum in response, crouching beside his seat to unzip his bag. His back was to me. That soft curve of his spine. The edge of skin peeking above his waistband. My mouth went dry.
I imagined walking up behind him. Sliding my hands under his hoodie. Feeling his skin react to my touch—tighten, shiver, maybe even flinch. He’d look over his shoulder, startled at first, then desperate.
But instead, I just sat still. Smiling.
He stood up, laptop in hand, and turned to leave—but I wasn’t done yet.
“Hey, Evren?”
He paused. “Yeah?”
“I liked talking to you last night,” I said, soft. Honest. “You’re… different on Discord.”
His eyes met mine. They were unreadable, a little surprised maybe.
“Yeah?” he said.
“You’re more open. More…” I tilted my head, letting the word linger. “Real.”
He blinked. “Guess I’m just better online.”
I smiled. “Maybe. But I still like you like this.”
There. A little push. Just a fingertip’s pressure against his silence.
He didn’t react much—just nodded, glancing away. But his fingers gripped his laptop a little tighter, like my words had slipped under his skin.
“You don’t talk to many people, do you?” I added, leaning forward slightly. “Like, really talk.”
Evren shrugged. “Not really.”
That was all. No deep confession. No sudden intimacy. Just that soft wall again.
But even walls can c***k.
“You should,” I murmured. “It’s kind of addictive.”
His eyes flicked back to mine, and for a second—just one—there was something there. Something raw. Then it was gone.
“See you tomorrow,” he said, turning to leave.
And I let him go. Watched him walk out into the empty hallway, hoodie swaying, laptop pressed to his chest.
My chest burned.
Every little moment like this—it was a match, a spark, a thread pulling tighter. He was letting me closer. Bit by bit.
And when he finally fell into my hands, he wouldn’t even know how it started.
Just that he was already burning.