Scarred

Chapter six

The week and dragged as promised Josh and his friends had distanced themselves form me if we weren't in lessons together, I was still a little wary of them and I had twisted mom's arm into letting me go to the party purely cause Aron would be there with me and I knew he would protect me form them.

I was still terrified of what these guys were capable of and I couldn't believe that Aron was actually friends with these guys he used to be so sweet and caring until he got in with these guys now he was feared aro8nd school like these guys were. I feared them Josh had a screw loose and everyone of his friends followed suit and dared to say anything against him, even Aron so f**k knows how he got Josh to stay away from me and to stop him from torturing me. It was beyond me. I was not stupid o knew they'd spoken about it and I had promised not to open my mouth about what had really happened to me, I had no plan of it ever happening again ever.

I really didn't want to go to this party. I was dreading it to be honest I've never been invited to a party before and to to- it off it was mine of Josh's so everyone there had probably been bullied into going. Aron had picked me up half an hour ago. And we were walking to Josh's house. "Are you sure your okay Lil?"

'I'm fine, just a little nervous.'

"There's no need to be Lil I'll be with you no one will come near you I promise."

I looked at him nervous, and still unconvinced.

"It'll be okay Lil. I promise." He said squeezing my hand smiling. "I'll be with you all night lil so please stop being so nervous."

"Okay." I sighed.

He smiled kissing my brow. "We're here."

I gulped.

He knocked the door it was opened by and over enthusiastic Josh. "Aaron."

They fist pumped. He looked at me. "Lilly glad you could make it."

I smiled nervously.

"I'm surprised your here."

I opened my mouth. Aaron spoke. "I convinced her her olds think she's staying at mine."

He grinned evilly. The grin I hated so much. "Say no more come in, make yourself at home, get yourselves a drink and mingle."

Aaron nodded pulling me in closing the door. The music loud through out the house. He pulled me through to the kitchen to grab drinks.

As the night went in I become more relaxed at least Josh and his goons hadn't tried anything as the morning began to peer on everyone started to leave but us. "Aren't we gong home Aaron?"

"No Lil were staying."

"Oh." Now my nerves were shot what the actual f**k if I knew we were staying I would never have agree to any of this.

"I'm tired Aaron ." I complained.

"I'll just let Josh know okay."

I nodded.

He pulled me through the house to where Josh was slumped out of it. "Az. Lil did you enjoy the party?"

"Yeah thanks for inviting us."

"No probs. I'm sorry we didn't get chance to talk I was kinda busy."

"That's cool."

"Maybe we can now."

"I would but Lil is tired."

"Sure thing." He winked. "Your room is the second left you okay to find it by yourself I'm kinda."

"Pissed."

He laughed. "High and off my face dude."

"Yeah that's cool we'll see you in the morning."

"You will and I want all the deeds." He said winking.

"Yeah sure."

We turned and Aron led me out of the lounge into the hall way pulling me up the stairs to the second room on the left my nerves hadn't calmed since he told me that we were here till morning though it was probably two in the morning already I was still nervous if they think I'm letting Arron screw me they are sadly mistaken.

He closed the door pushing me against it. Pressing his lips on mine kissing me passionately slipping his tongue in kissing me harder and harder. f**k was this really happening I had to stop it before it went any further.

He stripped us as he pulled me over to the bed. "f**k. I want you so bad."

"I can't do this I'm not ready."

"You are."

"I'm not Az, please I'm not ready take me home."

"No. Just let me pleasure you no s*x just touching I promise you'll enjoy it. And once you're ready the rest will follow."

"Az I…" I didn't get to finish my sentence as he pushed his lips on to mine devouring them I was so f*****g scardd I wanted to go home what if he wanted more, what if he wanted more than I was ready to give, would he just take it?