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I lean over my balcony and take a deep breath of west coast air. Salty and refreshing. I let out a sigh. I've missed it.
I miss...
I shake my thoughts free.
No. I promised I would stay out of her life. That includes asking about her. Janice is still taking care of that. She tells me she is organizing everything and keeping receipts but I really don't care.
I would give everything to Lola. She can have all of it. She can have all of me.
The thing she doesn't know is that she owns me completely. I'm hers and there's no argument about it.
I've tried to remove thoughts of her smile and smell and touch but I'm helpless. I still remember how tender her fingers were as they caressed my face. The way she felt as she pressed her face into my neck and traced my pulse point with
