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My outward appearance is calm but my thoughts are anything but.
I'm such an asshole! Shouldn't have given that bastard any courtesy. I mean, just look at her...
Lola's turned quiet and withdrawn. My hand is still squeezing hers, trying to reassure her.
Dammit! It wasn't supposed to be like this! We were supposed to make love. At my hotel. Where I had discreetly ordered a whole setup.
I had gotten candles, chocolate, rose petals, flowers set up. I wanted to make it mean something.
I wanted it to mean something to her.
She's amazing and she deserves the best I can give her. I would pluck the stars from the sky and create a celestial bouquet just for her if it would make her smile.
She's silent all the way to the hotel. She refuses to look at me, only focusing on the pa
