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Four months.
Four... months.
And I still can't get her out of my head.
I started therapy and it's helped but not with her.
She's deliriously happy all the time and talk around the water cooler is that she's still together with ... that guy. Colton or whatever his name is.
I watch her still. How can I not? I'm completely infatuated with her but...
I rake my hand through my hair...
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I want Lola. How has it been over a decade and I still can't shake her?
𝘐𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 "𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘨𝘰𝘵 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺" 𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘴, I muse.
The only person even close to Lola's level is Aurora. It's no wonder why I want her.
Am I trying to turn her into a substitute for Lola?
Is it an "I don't have the one I want but you're the next closest thing so I'll take you instead" thing?
