L͟o͟l͟a͟ I lean against Luke until I'm all cried out. I know he's waiting for me to collect myself enough to talk to him about what caused me to lose my cool. My eyes are swollen and I'm exhausted. I've started picking at my nails which is a good indication that I've calmed down enough up talk. Luke gently sits me upright. I can't bring myself to look at him. I'm too embarrassed. I shouldn't have cried over something so stupid. I'm an adult. I can function normally. I'm mature. I can be responsible. I can make my own decisions. I don't have to worry about anyone else's feelings. I just need to make the right decisions for me. I take a deep breath. "I'm fine." I balance myself on the edge of the couch with my hands. He pulls his arm away and leans forward, resting his elbows on h

