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I reach up and turn the setting to a high pressure flow before running my hand over my face. I can't help but relive it in my head. I need to feel the guilt. I need to punish myself with it. Maybe that's the only way I could pay penance. I shut my eyes tightly as the memory continues to play out in my head.
I had suddenly had the desire to make sure Lola was ok, to comfort her. I glanced at Luke. He had turned the game back on and was only halfway playing, his mind obviously on something else.
I couldn't just sit here anymore. I stood up to go knock on her door when a hand grabbed my leg. Luke looked up at me. "Dude, just leave it alone," he said flatly. I locked eyes with him for a moment and shook my head.
"I just wanna make sure she's ok."
Luke reluctantly let me go wit
