C͟h͟a͟s͟e͟ I drop back onto my bed as I hang up with Luke. I rest my hands behind my head and smile up at the ceiling fan, absolutely ecstatic. Luke's words echo in my head. Lola wants to see you... I can't get too worked up yet. Regardless of what Luke said, she could still decide to cancel. I click my tongue a few times, trying to get into the right mindset and NOT let my anxiety come to the forefront. I really don't need it to kick my ass in a boxing ring. I already have enough going on. I need to plan this out wisely. I cross my feet and tap my toes to a non-existent beat. Can't be a date. No way in hell. But dear God, I wish it was. I wonder how she looks now. She's always beautiful no matter what but, is she healthier, focused on being at her best, not thinking about Col

