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Gaaaah...
Nope, not doing this.
What on earth was I thinking!?
I squeeze my head with my hands as I stare at my bed. Every single outfit I own is laid out in a jumbled mess.
I don't know how to feel. I'm too big for some of my clothes and it's mortifying. But Luke (being the amazing brother he is) helped me to keep my eye on the right thing.
My nutritionist, Kelly, had finally had enough and dragged a giant mirror into the house, specifically into my room. She'd turned to me before telling me I'd gained weight. She told me that Luke had been lying to me so I would actually eat.
I'd been mad at first but then she'd had me stand in the mirror with only my underwear and made me face my reality. My hips were angular with few of the soft curves that I never thought I'd miss a
