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What in the actual...
?!#$@?#!
Nonononono this can't be happening.
It can't!
What was I thinking?!
I knew this was a bad idea! I knew it! Why didn't I listen to that voice?!
This is what I get for stepping out of my comfort zone. I don't know whether to feel mad or sad or shocked or happy or scared.
Probably all of the above and I can't...
I lean back against the outside of the nearby coffee shop. I don't realize how out of breath I am until I'm leaning over and gasping.
I stare at the sidewalk, the happy chatter of families passing by in the background. I can only hear my own thoughts.
"I love you."
It might as well have been a broken record.
That's all I can hear.
"I love you, Lola."
Did he just...
There's no way.
He f*****g loves me?!
What the hell hap
