Why would he want me?

Chapter 14: Curiosity grows

Julie POV

I am in knots right now; my mind is fighting battle between lust and insecurity. I see this perfect man standing in front of me, and I am a mess. I fight ever instinct screaming at me to cover myself. I clench my hands together in front of me to keep them from trying to cover anything they can. I see how hard he is, and I want to please him, even though I have no idea what I am doing. He comes over to me and rubs my face with the back of his hand. He looks at me with so much lust I can almost taste it.

I start to feel brave and lean in to kiss him. I hear him groan and at the same time I put my hand on his member. He moans as I start to stroke. His moans give me confidence and I get down on my knees; he never takes his eyes off me.

‘You don’t have to do this right now Julie, I wanted to be the one to please you.”

“I want to, but I have just never done it before” I state. He pulls me back up and move us to the bed. He lays on the bed and pats his hand next to him, “come here.”

I position myself between his legs and put my hands on his upper thighs.

“Grab me and stroke like you were, then put me in your mouth and move up and down.” I listen to everything he says and start to move my mouth on his d**k. I hear his moans and start to feel encouraged and move faster.

“That feels so good baby, keep moving just like that.”

His thigh is flexing; his noises turn me on and keep me going. He takes a fist full of my hair squeezing, “If you don’t stop, I’m going to c*m in your mouth.” I suck harder and feel his body jolt as he grunts and fills my mouth. I swallow quickly and look up at him. In seconds I am under him as he kisses me, “your turn naughty girl.”

I feel him kissing down my body, nibbling and sucking all the way down. I feel his breathe on me as he hovers above my s*x. I squirm in anticipation, greedy for my own release. His tongue flicks over my cl*t, while he inserts two fingers. I gasp as he rubs the sweet spot inside me as his tongue works my c**t. The pressure builds and I am a shaking mess and all I hear is “C**M!” and I explode. Fireworks go off in my head and I am barely aware of my surroundings.

He kisses me and cuddles up against me as he lays the blanket over us.

“We aren’t going to have s*x?” I ask.

Cameron giggles, “gosh you are insatiable. If I enter you now, it will hurt. You are still too sore from last night.”

I got so caught up in the moment that I didn’t realize that I am still sore. It makes me blush to know that he cares about me to think of it.

He cuddles up to me and says, “let’s take a little rest, I see how tired you are.”

“ok that does sound nice, thank you.” I sigh and start to let my body relax.

“Of course, gorgeous, sleep.”

Camerons POV

I am looking at her sleep, thinking about how sexy she looked s***ing me off. It was a surprise to say the least, but I like that she is showing some more confidence. I really need to work on building my girl up. “My girl,” I think to myself. I love the sound of my girl. We haven’t spoken about it but I am sure that Julie is not the type of girl to do casual, and I am glad for it.

It seems crazy, but I think this girl is it for me. Something about her, I can’t place it, but I know I can’t get enough of it. I have really taken the lead on this whole thing since last night, but I think when she wakes up, I am going to see what activities she would like to do this weekend. I know I don’t want this to end, so I am hoping she lets me stay. Maybe she would like me to take her to a movie, or dinner, or better yet make her dinner and cuddle up and watch a movie.

Who knows, all I know is that I want to make this girl happy.

I am very curious about her life. We did rush things, but I am curious why this apartment seems so bare. It could be the investigator in me, but I noticed this apartment while it is cozy, has no photos of anyone, anywhere. It’s not the typical set up for a woman. I don’t see any evidence of friends or family. I knew she kept to herself, but I am curious about this.

I feel her start to stir; I give her a little squeeze while she looks up at me an smiles. “Hey, sleeping beauty, how do you feel?”

I watch as she stretches and gives a little grin saying she is feeling good. I stare at her mesmerized for a moment, and then ask her what she would like to do the rest of the afternoon/evening.

“We can go to dinner again, or maybe a movie, or both if you would like. I also thought if you wanted, I could make us dinner and we could watch a movie here. I am open to anything you would like to do.”

I see her thinking for a moment, “I can’t remember the last time I saw a movie. That sounds like it would be fun, if you want to go.”

“I think that is an amazing idea, how about we look at what is playing and then check out times. We can get dinner also if it works out.”

She is beaming and I am loving every second of it. We get dressed and head out to have a great time. I let her pick the movie and I pick the restaurant. We had a pleasant evening just being in each other’s company. I feel all warm and glowing inside watching her laugh and smile at the movie and my lame jokes at dinner. She asked a lot of questions about my life, and it did not go unnoticed that she dodges a lot of the questions I ask her. I don’t push to hard just yet because I don’t want to make her uncomfortable, but my curiosity grows.