Why would he want me?

Chapter 8: My body is on fire

Chapter 8: My Body is on fire

Julie POV

My body is overheating, I have never felt anything like this in my entire life. My p**sy is on fire and there is fire everywhere he touches. I moan unintentionally because my body is not my own right now, it belongs to Cameron. When he stops, my head is spinning, is what just happened real? I am breathing so hard I put my hand to my chest to try to calm down.

I hear him tell me that he has plans for me, and I can barely even register what that means. He hands me the soup and I thank him and start to eat. I am trying to play it cool and stay calm, but my body is still on fire, and I can feel myself squirming. I am just praying he does not notice.

We are sitting and eating in silence when Cameron finally says “Julie I am sorry, I did not mean to come on so strong. I have been trying to take my time and ease into telling you about my attraction towards you, but I couldn’t hold back when I saw you looking like that.”

“What do you mean, looking like that”, I saw feeling completely self-conscious. He must see my flabby arms, and thick thighs. There is no way he does not notice my size and how big I am.

I have noticed my whole life how different I look compared to other girls and I have never felt comfortable.

“Julie you must know how tempting you look right now. All I want to do it touch you everywhere. I am trying so hard to stop myself because I know that you are nervous, and I don’t want to overwhelm you.”

He said this so sincerely, I honestly have no choice but to believe him in this moment. “Is this really happening?” I ask myself. This stuff does not happen in real life, this only happened in the fake romance novels I read. How could a guy who looks like him, even want someone who looks like me.

I start to get lost in my own head when Cameron says “Julie, I know I didn’t do this right, but can I take you out on a real date?”

Before I can even stop myself, I blurt out “I’m a virgin!” My eyes widen in horror at my own actions. What have I just done! Yes, I’m a 25-year-old virgin but I didn’t have to tell him that right now!

“So stupid Julie!” I curse myself. Mortified, I sit with my head in my hands and wishing I would just disappear.

His hands remove mine from my face, and he gently turns my head, so I face him. I am biting my lip just wishing I was anywhere but here. I feel his thumb on my lip, rubbing it ever so slightly and pulling it out of my teeth.

“That is the sexiest thing I have ever heard. Telling me that no other man has touched your most intimate parts is not something to be embarrassed about.”

I stare into his eyes, and I start to feel that fire return between my legs.

“I know we don’t know each other very well, but I really want to get to know you. I want to make you feel things that you have never felt before, and I really want to make sure you know just how amazing you are.”

He leans in again, and this time I am ready for it so when I feel his lips on mine, I do not hesitate to react.

I open my mouth slightly giving him the opportunity to slide his tongue against mine and this time I hear him moan, which gives me a confidence I have never felt before. I slide my hands around his neck, and he grabs onto my hair pulling my head back, giving more access to my neck.

I have never felt so alive, and all I hear are the sounds of our lips and hands and breath as our hands roam each other bodies.

“Ok we need to slow down a bit, I don’t want to lose control and push you too far.” I hear him say this and I almost yell

“Push me!” I can’t think straight, and I am all greedy need.

He pulls back and takes my hands in his and says, “I should probably go, will I see you at work tomorrow?”

I am taken out of my daze and say “Yes I will be there tomorrow.”

“Great he says, I will be waiting for you.” He stood and gave me a small kiss on the lips, and I watched as he walked out and gave me a small wave.