(How long should I play with his feelings. I'm feeling guilty)
Do you hate me?
No! I don't hate you but I don't like you either..( He is too nice to hate but also too dangerous to love.)
you said it was a mistake but for me it wasn't a mistake. I want to know you. I want to be with you. am I being selfish?
if you feel uncomfortable I won't hold you back. My feelings are important But I don't want to force you.
if it's really impossible.. I'll let you leave. I will....( I blocked his mouth with hands and said)
I'm sorry I was being selfish. I should've know how you feel. I'm sorry for acting like that.
No
what do you mean no? even I know I was horrible. I should've not be selfish I should also care about your feelings too.
( I'll leave him after setting him with some other girl or lusi. untill then I'll just date with him. anyhow I don't think he will be holding grudge against me after meeting someone like lusi. the moment he falls love with someone else I'll leave him. until then I'll take care of him and his beautiful body.)
should we start dating?
(with smiled he said )
Are you really asking?
starting now we're dating...?
yes ( he looks really cute while smiling)
you interrupted me before I could I finish this earlier..
ah.. I was impatient. I am really sorry. what is it?
it's was your only chance.
huh? my only chance. ( what he is saying?)
please keep it in mind. for our both sakes.
uhh.. ok.
( after sometime)
are you free today? (Badz avoids)
I couldn't leave you alone when you were still passed out.
( I looked at him and said)
But u didn't leave me even after I woke up.anyway... so are you not free today?
yes, I have to go.
then you are late today.
( He dropped me while he was going to work. I reached home. But head still hurts I'm taking leave I don't want to go for work)
Hey Jenny, where were you the whole night?
( it's my friend Amanda)
I did over drinking so I slept in the hotel room.
Are you okay? Jenny
yeah, I'm okay. were you worried about me.
of course, I was. I was wondering what happened with you. as you didn't returned home last night.
anyway.. are you sick?
I feel like I'm dying....
can you give me some birth control pills?
ok!
(I should've say her to keep this secret between us and not say to my mom.
anyway leave she don't live here. so I don't have to be worried about it.
Badz is my first partner for dating after many years. I had only short relationship. nothing serious. this is my first serious relationship. But I will breakup with him in few months after setting him up.)
Let's text him.
umm. ... what should I write?
should ask him how he is doing?
should I ask him about his work or should ask him about our last night? ( texting : I would like to invite to lunch. erase... )
No not this...
(Amanda comes and give me a parcel)
delivery boy gave this to me someone gave you this box.
ok. keep it there. I'll see when I wake up. I'm not feeling well.
(After a while)
(let's open it.) ohh, it seems like Badz sent me this parcel. He has nice handwriting. what did he wrote?( this is just like you. so I brought it for you.)
what is it? ohh! it's a locket.
he is so nice to me.
I like this locket. ohh there's one more.( I know we have just met this morning but I want to how you are doing?)
He is asking me to reply for it. so cute.
I'll reply him by texting.
( thank you for the gift. I like it very much.)
everything going to be fine right.
(An hour later.........
the house bell rang I went to open the door something unexpected happened
it was lusi.)
how dare you? how could you marry the person I love? I never saw a b***h like you Jenny!
lusi hold your tongue he is mine now and this is my house you can't come whenever you want.
I'll see you, you just wait and see what I'm going to do with you.
do you think I'm afraid of you. if you like him that much then go and talk to him. I'm not clinging on him. He was the one who wants to date me and get married.
if he is your then go and have a try. it's not my fault that he likes me. You took my ex bf did said anything. You can take him too I don't have any feelings for him by the way.
Jenny you just wait and see what I'm going to do with you.
I don't care whatever you do. if you can stop him then have a try.
(lusi leaves)
let's go out and have some fresh air.
( I was about leave but as I opened the door to go out Badz was right in infront of me. he was holding a bouquet. I'm allergic to pollen grains I started sneezing.)
what happened Jenny are you okay?, he asked me
keep away those flowers from me. I'm allergic to it.
ohh! sorry I don't know you were allergic to this. I'll be careful from next time.
it's fine. by the way why you are here.
I'm here to spend time with you today.
I wanted to out actually I'm feeling bored at home.
ok let's go out for lunch. I'll buy lunch for you today.
is it a date?
yeah.
ok let's go I'm sick of being at home.
( they both go to restaurant and order food. Jenny was thinking about lusi.)
what happen? why aren't you eating it ? if you don't like we can order something else.
it's not like that. I like it. I was thinking about something.
You shouldn't think about any one when you are with me.
Badz Do you like lusi?
to be continued in the next episode....