CHAPTER 7: The First Night
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The sound of the rocking chair followed me long after my grandmother left the kitchen.
It wasn’t loud. That was the worst part. Just a slow, patient creak, like the house was breathing through old wood. I stood there frozen, one hand pressed protectively to my stomach, the other gripping the back of the chair I’d pushed away from the table.
“I’m not going up there,” I said aloud.
The house did not care.
“You should,” my grandmother replied from the doorway. I hadn’t heard her approach. That, too, felt intentional. “The first night is always the hardest.”
“The first night of what?” I snapped.
She regarded me carefully, as if weighing how much truth I could carry without breaking. “Adjustment.”
“I didn’t agree to adjust to anything,” I said. “I came here for answers.”
“And you will have them,” she said. “But not all at once. That would be cruel.”
I laughed—a sharp, brittle sound. “You don’t get to decide what’s cruel.”
Her mouth tightened. “No. I suppose I don’t.”
She gestured toward the stairs. “You need rest.”
“I slept already.”
She shook her head. “No. You were put somewhere safe until you arrived.”
The words slid under my skin like splinters.
“Arrived where?” I asked.
“Where you belong,” she said.
The rocking chair creaked again. Louder this time.I backed away. “I want to leave.”
“You can’t,” she replied simply.
“Won’t,” I corrected.
Her eyes flicked briefly to the front of the house. “Try.”
I didn’t hesitate. I grabbed my bag from where I’d dropped it near the stairs and headed straight for the front door. My heart pounded harder with every step, panic rising sharp and acidic in my throat.
The door stood exactly where it had been before.
I reached for the handle.
It didn’t move.
I pulled harder. Nothing. The wood felt solid, unyielding, like it had grown there instead of being built. I tried the lock. It turned easily, smoothly—unlocking and locking without resistance.
The door itself did not open.
“No,” I whispered. “No, no, no—”
I stepped back and rammed my shoulder into it.
Pain exploded through my arm, knocking the breath from my lungs. I stumbled back, gasping, tears springing to my eyes.
The door didn’t even shudder.
Behind me, the house made a low, settling sound. Not a groan. Not a creak.
Approval.
My grandmother did not gloat. That somehow made it worse.
“It won’t let you leave tonight,” she said quietly.
“Why?” I demanded. “What happens tonight?”
She looked past me, toward the ceiling.
“You remember,” she said.
My stomach clenched violently, a sudden wave of nausea washing over me. I doubled over, barely making it to the nearest chair before my legs gave out.The baby moved again.
Harder this time.
Not frantic—deliberate.
I pressed both hands to my belly, breath coming in shallow gasps. “That’s not normal,” I whispered.
My grandmother crouched in front of me, her face softer now, lined with something dangerously close to pity.
“It is here,” she said. “So are you. The house is aligning.”
“I don’t want this,” I said. “I don’t want any of this.”
She reached out, hesitated, then rested her hand on my knee. Her touch was cool but steady.
“I know,” she said. “None of us ever do.”
She helped me to my feet and guided me back upstairs. I didn’t fight her—not because I trusted her, but because my body felt leaden, heavy with exhaustion that sank deeper than muscles or bone.
The guest room door stood open.
“I’m not sleeping alone,” I said quietly, surprising myself with the admission.
She nodded. “You won’t be.”
Fear spiked. “You mean you’ll—”
“No,” she interrupted. “Not me.”
I stared at her. “Then who?”
She didn’t answer.
The door closed behind me with a soft click.
I sat on the bed, shaking, my thoughts spiraling too fast to grasp. The room felt… closer than before. The walls subtly angled inward, not enough to notice at a glance, but enough to make breathing feel deliberate.
I lay down because my body demanded it.Sleep took me like a hand over my mouth.
I dreamed of water.
Dark, warm, pressing in from all sides. I couldn’t tell where my body ended and it began. I kicked, but there was no space to move, no air to draw in.
Another presence was there with me.
Close.
Too close.
I tried to scream, but my mouth was filled with liquid.
Hands wrapped around my ankles and pulled.
Down.
Deeper.
The water grew heavy, thick as syrup. My chest burned. My vision blurred.
Then a voice whispered in my ear—not my grandmother’s, not my own.
You took my place.
Something tore inside me.
I woke with a scream ripping out of my throat, my body jerking violently upright.
My sheets were soaked—not with sweat, but with water.
Real water.
It pooled on the mattress, dripping over the edge onto the floor.
I stared at it in disbelief, my heart hammering so hard it hurt.
Slowly, shaking, I looked down at my stomach.
My skin was ice-cold.
And for the first time since I’d arrived, I felt it clearly:
I was not alone in my body.
And whatever was with me—
had been there longer than my baby.
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