CHAPTER 3: A Woman I Never Knew

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layered on top of trauma. That’s all it was. There was no haunted grandmother. No inheritance written in blood and implication. I went back to the bed and picked up a different letter. A later one, judging by the date. You were always strong, she wrote. Stronger than your mother. Stronger than I ever was. That strength will be tested, and it will not be kind about it. The house remembers everything. Do not let it convince you that memory is the same as truth. The house. I flipped through more letters, my breathing shallow now, like I was afraid to take in too much air. The house watches. The house waits. The house keeps what is given. Each letter revealed more, but never enough. Always circling, never naming the thing at the center of it all. By the time the sun rose, pale and weak through my grimy window, my hands were numb and my head was pounding. There was one final envelope at the bottom of the folder. Thicker than the rest. Sealed. I stared at it for a long time. This one was different. The paper was newer. The handwriting steadier. I broke the seal. Amara, If you are reading this, then I am dead—or something close enough that the distinction no longer matters. You may hate me. You are allowed to. But understand this: everything I did, I did to keep you alive as long as possible. The house will call to you now. It always does. When you arrive, you will think you are stepping into an inheritance. You are not. You are coming home. My chest tightened until breathing hurt. I looked up slowly, scanning my apartment as if expecting something to have changed while I wasn’t looking. Everything was the same. The cracked mirror. The sagging couch. The faint smell of old oil. And yet— I felt it then. A sensation I couldn’t name. Like a pull just behind my ribs. Gentle. Insistent. As if somewhere far away, something had finally realized I existed. I pressed both hands to my stomach, suddenly overwhelmed by a wave of emotion so intense it brought tears to my eyes. “I don’t know you,” I whispered—to my grandmother, to the house, to whatever legacy was reaching for me. “And you don’t get to decide my life.” But even as I said it, I felt the truth settling heavy in my bones. Something already had.
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