Chapter 9“This medication adjustment should help regulate your sleep and moods and get everything fully stable,” Dr. Lee said at my next appointment in late March. I tried to believe her this time.
I saw Dr. Lee in a completely different way now. I didn’t fantasize about her anymore.
I didn’t need to.
She was still a great doctor, but now I wasn’t distracted by imagining what she looked like naked. My true life was turning out to be better than fantasy.
“I’ve done incredible things for people I cared about, and I swim in the things I would be for someone like you, who cares back,” Sof told me one morning over the phone.
We were planning to meet in person and I was nervous as hell, but also excited. I was going to see my best friend for the first time. We texted every day, talked on th
