Chapter Six: The Collision
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Kaelan
Kaelan had stopped counting the days.
Time had become meaningless—a grey soup of fever dreams, coughing fits, and the hollow ache where his wolf used to live. His pack was terrified. His warriors whispered behind his back. The elders were already discussing who might succeed him if he didn't survive the week.
He didn't care.
Then Silas returned.
Kaelan was sitting on the floor of his bathroom, back against the cold tile, a bloody cloth pressed to his nose. The hemorrhages had started three days ago. His body was eating itself alive.
"Get up," Silas said from the doorway.
"Leave me."
"Get the hell up, Kaelan." Silas crossed the room, grabbed Kaelan by the collar of his shirt, and hauled him to his feet. "I went to see her. I told her everything. And she agreed to see you."
The words took a long moment to penetrate the fog in Kaelan's brain. When they did, his heart—that dying, failing organ—lurched painfully in his chest.
"She's awake?"
"She's awake. She's walking. And she's leaving tomorrow morning unless you fix what you broke." Silas released him and stepped back. "I showed her the evidence. She knows about Marcus Webb. She knows about the fakes. And she knows that you rejected her based on lies." His voice hardened. "She doesn't owe you a single breath, Kaelan. But she's giving you one chance. One. Go to her. Now."
Kaelan looked at himself in the mirror. The reflection was grotesque—pale skin, sunken eyes, blood dried on his lips like some kind of monster. He didn't recognize himself.
"She'll take one look at me and run," he said.
"Then you'd better be very, very convincing."
The walk to the hospital wing was the longest of Kaelan's life. Every step sent fire through his veins. Every breath tasted like copper. But his wolf—that silent, wounded beast—stirred for the first time in days.
Mate. Go to mate.
He pushed open the door to Elara's room.
She was sitting by the window.
The afternoon light caught her dark hair, turning it to warm brown silk. She wore a simple grey sweater—too large for her, clearly borrowed—and her feet were bare. Her hands rested in her lap, fingers laced together, knuckles white.
She didn't turn when he entered.
"Close the door," she said.
Kaelan closed the door.
For a long moment, neither of them spoke. The silence was heavy, thick with everything unsaid. Kaelan's chest ached. His throat burned. Every instinct screamed at him to fall to his knees, to beg, to crawl across the floor and press his forehead to her feet.
Instead, he stood frozen.
"I don't know where to start," he admitted. His voice was rough, scraped raw by days of coughing. "Every word I think of sounds like an excuse."
Elara turned.
Her face was calm. Too calm. Her brown eyes held no tears, no rage, no anything. Just a vast, empty stillness that scared him more than her screaming would have.
"You can start," she said quietly, "by telling me why."
"Why I rejected you?"
"Why you didn't speak to me first." She tilted her head. "You saw photos. You saw my cousin touch my forehead. And in less than sixty seconds, you decided I was a w***e. Not worthy of a single question. Not worthy of your name. Just… garbage to be thrown away." Her voice cracked on the last word. "Why?"
Kaelan closed his eyes.
The truth was ugly. The truth was shameful. The truth was that he was a coward hiding behind an alpha's temper.
"Because I was afraid," he said.
Elara's eyebrows lifted slightly. "Afraid?"
"Afraid that you would be everything I wanted." He opened his eyes. "Afraid that the contract marriage would become real. Afraid that I would care about you, and need you, and then lose you like I've lost everyone else." His hands shook at his sides. "My father died when I was twenty-two. My mother died before I could walk. Every person I've ever loved has either left or been taken. So when I saw those photos, something in me said: She'll hurt you. Reject her before she can reject you."
He took a step closer. Then another.
"It was the most cowardly thing I've ever done," he said. "And I have spent every second since wishing I could take it back."
Elara watched him. Her expression didn't change.
"You rejected me in front of everyone," she said. "You called me names I wouldn't call my worst enemy. And now you want me to believe that you did it because you were afraid?"
"No." Kaelan stopped three feet from her chair. "I don't want you to believe anything yet. I want you to let me prove it. Every day. For as long as it takes."
"What if I don't want to give you that time?"
The question hit him like a blade between the ribs.
"Then I'll accept that," he said, and his voice broke on the last word. "I'll accept it because I deserve it. But I'll spend the rest of my life regretting that I never got to know you. That I never got to see the woman my wolf recognized the moment she stepped off that plane."
Elara's eyes glistened. She blinked rapidly, looking away.
"Your Beta said you're dying," she whispered.
"I am."
"Because of the rejection?"
"Yes."
She was quiet for a long time. The afternoon light shifted, painting shadows across the floor. Kaelan didn't move. Didn't breathe.
Finally, Elara stood.
She was smaller than he remembered. Barely reaching his shoulder. Her hands were still clasped in front of her, but her knuckles were no longer white.
"I'm not going to accept the bond again today," she said. "I'm not ready. I don't trust you. And honestly, I don't know if I ever will."
Kaelan nodded. His throat was too tight for words.
"But," Elara continued, "I'll stay. For now. Not as your Luna. Not as your mate." She met his eyes. "As a stranger who's willing to watch and see if you mean what you say."
It was more than he deserved. More than he had hoped.
"Thank you," he said.
Elara walked past him toward the door. She paused with her hand on the handle.
"One more thing, Alpha."
"Yes?"
"If you ever raise your voice at me again—if you ever touch me in anger—I will leave so fast you won't even see me go. And this time, no Beta will find me."
She left.
Kaelan stood alone in the empty room, blood still drying on his lips, and felt something he hadn't felt in days.
Hope.
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