♡ Criminal ♡

Flashback ♥

Next day i saw a news on television that this guy my so called Dad has been killed brutally last night....Many deep injuries all over his body was found but the reason of his death was deep cut on his neck.....Due to veins damage and excessive amount of blood , He died...

I went near to grandmother and hugged her in fear....Tears start flowing and i was shaking...

Grandmother: what happened child???

Lily: D-D-D-Dad is d-d-dead....

Grandmother: Your mother killed him and she did the right thing....

Lily: P-ap-Poli-Police will ca-caught her and u-u-us Grandma....I-I-I am sc-scared...

Grandmother: Don't be, I know my girl....She must have cleaned all possible clues from there....Also even if they come to us....The first thing you need to do is to stay calm....Don't cry infront of other. ..No matter what kind of situation you are in....You get caught by raise of heartbeat , cold sweat , not able to make eye contact and stumbling of words....If you overcome them , then no one can suspect you...

Lily: B-But i a-am s-sca-scared....Wi-Will Mo....M-mommy k-k-k-kill u-us too???

Grandmother: No she won't....Infact she won't be back soon , so you need to get trained well or you will loose everything...

Lily: W-Wha-What sh-should i-i do??

Grandmother: If you want to save yourself then listen carefully....Stop shivering even if you're scared...Try to stand straight....Look into my eyes....Have slight smile on your face , Not to wide....And don't talk unless it is needed....

Now stand here whole night until you get over your fear...

Come to me when you feel that you can face me....

( I remember i stood whole night shivering, crying and slept there on the floor....I even dream of Mom covered with blood and i shout...When i open my eyes i was crying , my nose was running and my heart was beating fast....I was very scared....I ran toward Grandmother room which was locked from inside unlike before.... )

Lily: Grandma open the door....sob....Please....sob....I am scared...Sob....Please open it...

( She didn't respond....Each second was like a nightmare.....I was hearing voices which wasn't even present....My harsh , cold hearted grandma let me go through this situation for whole week until i overcome my fear....That's how he trained me for 15 years....She pushed my limits....So that was what happened when i was 10....)

Let's move to the point when i killed first person for real....Like with my own hands....

Grandmother: Why are you crying lily....

Lily: Grandma there is a guy i like....Today i proposed him and he rejected me....By saying that i have a Ugly face and my body is not perfect...

Grandmother: Is that why you're crying?

Lily: Yes...

**Slap**

My grandma slapped me for the first time...

Why did you do that Grandma...

Grandmother: You're doing what your Mom always do....Crying in the corner , over her miseries.....Instead of facing them and what did she get??? Tell me have you ever saw her happy???

Tell me have you???

She shouted...

Lily: N-No i di-didn't...

Grandmother: Again Stumbling??? How many times do i have to tell you Not to stumble no matter in what situation you are in....

Lily: I am sorry Grandma...

Grandmother: Go and wash your face....After that come to my room....I will tell you what to do with that guy....We will give him one last chance....If he still did the same then we will get rid of him....

Lily: Last chance?

Grandmother: Because everybody deserve one chance....No matter how much you hate them , Never forget to give them a chance....But not too much space like your Mother did for 10 years....Just few days are enough....Last chance might or might not change everything....But at least you won't blame yourself for not giving it a try...

Lily: Tell me grandma , What should i do....My heart is in pain....A lot of Pain and it's unbearable...

Grandmother: Take knife and slightly cut you upper arm....

Lily: W-W-What???

Grandmother: Again? Stumble?

Lily: Sorry!!!

Grandmother: It will soothe the pain inside by diverting attention outside but not do it often....One time for one person....If you give them more value you will destroy yourself more...!!! Understood...

Lily: I am scared , I can't do it Grandma...

Grandmother: Then bare the pain...

Lily: I can't....Help me first time and later i will not ask...

Grandmother: Bring the knife , This is the only time i am doing it okay!!!

Lily: Okay !!!

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♡♡Mehak♡♡