“I am sorry,” Cyra breathed out in his ear, while tightly embracing him from behind. She could not endure this distant behaviour of his anymore. It was hurting her brutally, and she also knew this pain was nothing compared to the pain she had given him, so she should apologise to him for everything. “Please forgive me, Zai….” Cyra pressed her forehead against his nape in defeat. He didn’t turn around to look at her, but she knew he was awake and was listening to everything she was saying. “I did that because it was suffocating me. It was hurting me so much that I could not just take it anymore,” she said to him, and they both knew she was talking about what had pushed her to that vulnerable extent where she tried to harm herself. Cyra waited for him to at least turn around to look at h

