I couldn't love Lily the way she needed me to love her. I had been hurt too deeply by Gigi to know what love was. Lily loved me, and I knew that. When we broke up it had hurt me badly. Was that love? Maybe with this opportunity Lily was giving me I could learn to love again. I put the book back and continued to look for any clues. There were more photo albums and scrap books. I continued to look through the pictures coming upon a section of photos with another guy. "This must be Derek" I thought. The guy she used to be engaged to. They looked happy in their pictures or at least somewhat happy. The guy had something I didn't like about him, and Lily didn't look like she was in love. She looked content, but not the dreamy happiness she had like when she would watch all the Disney movies an

