Casidee's POV I went out of the hotel to get some fresh air and to let go of this pain I'm feeling in my heart. When I finally reached the exit, the cold breeze of air envelopes my body. I just don't mind it and proceeded walking. Letting my feet wherever it took me. I felt the fresh tears continuously streaming down on my face. When will I stop being like this? A complete mess. A coward. For the past eight years all I did was to cry just to ease the pain that silently tearing my heart. When will I become brave to fight for the only person who brings joy in my heart? "Casidee damn, you're such a coward." I mumbled feeling disappointed at myself. When will I let myself feel genuine happiness again? I looked up at the sky while still cry

