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Baby

Looking at Pete he stood in front of me. I didn't cheat man he said as I looked at me.

I knew I was wrong because he did bring me IHOP one night but I didn't want to tell him he was right .

I am ready to go home I said as he looked like I had pissed him off. Can you say sorry? He asked as my momma looked at us. Sorry for what?? Pete. I asked as he looked at me. For accusing me of cheating when I didn't he yelled.

Umnn no because I still feel you cheated I said walking away.

Mona'e you are wrong my momma said as this lil girl is kicking me to death. That boy ain't messing around and you know it she said as I looked at him getting in his car. Pete loved me I knew. But sometimes he did s**t to make me think he was doing stuff.

Getting in the car with him I looked at him as he put the car in drive.

I'm hungry I said looking at him. Okay Mona'e what you want he said still looking at the rode. Pizza please I asked grabbing his hand. Looking at me,kissing his lips I told him I was sorry. You good baby,I want never cheat on you he said as I looked in his eyes.

Ahhh mmmmmmhhhh I moaned as he is giving me the long d**k. He was f*****g the s**t out of me. After feeding me he had to go take care of some business with Derrick and Uncle Mann and I was mad again. So as soon as he came home he attack my p***y.

As the headboard is hitting the wall I cried from the pain he was giving me. I love you I scream cumming all on him. Love you to babe,kissing my lips he never stop beating my kitty up.

Next morning, getting out of bed my body ache. I could barely move. Looking back at him I notice blood in the bed. What the f**k I mumble feeling my thighs. s**t I was bleeding like my period was on. Pete Pete I cried. My stomach was cramping and I felt weak. I was only 7 months.

3 p.m

Rubbing my belly my momma kissed me. She is okay baby girl you just have to stay on bed rest. No nothing, no s*x ,no nothing she said as my daddy walked in the room with Pete. Get out I yelled as he looked at me. I felt he had f****d me to hard and almost made me loose our baby.

You tried to kill my child get the f**k out I yelled. Man you sound stupid as f**k Mona'e why would I try to kill my daughter? He yelled making my momma look at him crazy. No what you want me to leave you alone???Cool I'm finish ,Im sick of fighting with your crazy ass. Here is your paperwork and s**t for your salon I'm finish. You can have all that. When my daughter gets here, you can contact me I am finish he yelled.

Looking at him exit the door I couldn't even cry no more. I was hurt but more shock then anything.

After Pete basically told me to go f**k myself I haven't heard from him since. He did finish the salon and everything. Thank God for that. After talking to my parents I knew I was wrong for saying he tried kill our baby. I think he wanted the baby more then me. It's been 1 month since I have seen him. Deciding to text him about our baby shower, I missed my man.

PETE AND MONA'E CONVERSATION

Good Morning Pete. (6:33 a.m)

Afraid he wasnt gonna to text back I laid back down. My baby had gotten big and it felt like she didn't want to be in my stomach no more.

Morning Mona'e (6:44 a.m)

How are you? I was just letting you know Miracle's baby shower is Saturday at 3 at my parents house . (6:46 a.m)

Yeah Cedric let me know, I'll have the money wired in your account tonight (7:00 a.m)

I didn't ask you for no money,I just was making sure you knew. I can have my momma pay for everything. (7:01a.m)

I don't need your people to do anything for my child. I got her please believe that. Just check your account later and get what my child need. (7:04 a.m )

Not texting him back I just turned my phone off. He act like he didn't give a f**k and I didn't like that s**t. I mean I haven't seen him since I was in the hospital. No nothing,he just talked to my momma and daddy and of course my brothers he didn't give a f**k about me no more.

3p.m (later that day)

Mmmmh I cried as the labor pains took over my body. I was only 36 weeks we had 4 to go and it seem like baby girl was ready to come before her due date. Momma can you call Pete?? I cried. Yes Mona'e I did he is on his way.

Ahhh I scream as the midwife rub my back. I was 6cm ,Miracle wasn't under stress or nothing it just seem like she was ready to come.

Looking to the door he was coming in with my brothers.

Looking like he didn't want to see me but he was excited to welcome our baby he asked my momma how the baby was doing. After my momma told him how the baby was doing he really didn't say nothing to me.

Kicking my father and brothers out I was ready to push.

Ahhhhhhh please momma please I cried as my daughter is entering the world. Pete please I'm sorry I cooed as he looked like he was still upset with me. Please I cried as he watch her enter this world. At this point I knew we wasn't gonna be together no more. I think I made him hate me and I was sorry.

Miracle Anaya Kennedy 6lbs 8 oz.