Chapter Thirty Three
I spent some time with Ryan and he had some cuddles with Matthew and then we left. I was just so distracted the whole time I was there.. I still was now. Buckled Matthew up and climbed in to the car. I knew I had to focus on the road, i didn’t want to be distracted and get in to a crash with the baby in the car.
I dropped Janet off and headed home. When I pulled in to the drive, i just had to sit there for a little while, and just process every thing. I’m guessing mum saw me come home and came out to see if every thing was ok.
‘You Ok Chris?’ she asked. I couldn’t speak. I knew if I did, I’d just crumble and cry and I didn’t want that right now.
‘Can you take Matthew for the after noon, i need to go and speak to some one’. She nodded and took the baby. ‘Thank y
